(Killua X OC)One Shot[On Hold]

The one you never noticed (part 2)

Nagi's POV

"Nagi,let's go home"

A smile formed on my lips as I looked at Kurapika who smiled in return.

"Okay,Kurapika-kun"I said and arranged my books so we can go home immediately.

It's been a week since me Killua had a conflict.It's also been a week that we haven't talked or communicate with each other.And it's also been a week since Kurapika started to court me.It's a little awkward actually.How I'm still seated next to him,How he flirt with Mila,and yes,they're official now.And know what??They're doing it infront of me.But not that I care anyway,it's not like I still love Killua...right?But still,deep down it hurts.But Kurapika-kun always take those pain away,which really made me grateful.He was always there when I cry,when I'm down.I know that I'm becoming a burden but he still stick with me no matter how hard it is for him.

"Are you okay?You look pale"Kurapika asked,his voice laced with concern.I looked at him and smiled.

"I'm fine,just stressed out"I said trying to sound convincing as I can.He reluctantly nodded and just accompany me to my locker to get few things.

But when I arrived there.I thought my world ended.Time stopped,my heart skipped a beat,I can't breath.Tears escaped my eyes as I watch Killua make out with Mila infront of his locker.His locker which is beside mine.

I quickly turn around and ran as fast as I can.I don't know why but it hurts so much.I thought I can finally be over him then I'm going to see him like that.It's just...I can't stand it anymore.

How can he do this to me?

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"I know it's hard to get over him...but please,forget him..."

"I'm so sorry Kurapika-kun...I'll try..."I said and bowed my head in guilt.

I am seeing someone else.Yet I still get jealous.I can't imagine what Kurapika must be feeling right now...I'm so selfish...

"Let's go,I'll take you out on a date"He said with a small smile and I immediately nodded.

I took his hand in mine making him smile wider but in all honesty,I'm only doing this to compensate for what I'm doing to him.

"I want to eat Ice Cream!!"I said and dragged him with me as we left the premises of our school.

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Ring Ring Ring

My alarm clock went off making me stumble out of my bed.After turning it off,I made my way towards the bathroom to get ready for a new day.

Soon,I was already outside,walking towards the bus station.I didn't even realize what I did.I just continued on walking.My mind is still a mess.Not to mention,my heart is still in pieces.No matter what kind of distractions I do,I still remember him.

I remember him when I'm watching TV because he was always there by my side making side comments.I remember him when I eat because he's always there to cook for me when I don't eat anything healthy anymore.I remember him when I play video games because he was the one who taught me how to play.I remember him when I sleep 'cause we used to sleep on their backyard every noon.I remember him when I read books because he always tell how boring books are and that I shouldn't waste my time on them.Heck!I can even remember him when I'm holding Kurapika-kun's hand because he was the one who held it first.I remember it all.And it hurst,because he doesn't remember those.

Bad thoughts evaded my mind one after another.Memories flashed before my eyes and I couldn't help but cry even thought I'm in public.I can't contain it anymore...

"Why hell are you doing this to me,Kil?Do you know how much I love you?Do you know how much pain I endured just to make you happy?"I whispered as tears continued to stream down my face but I couldn't care a bit.

"Guess not...because you left me for another girl who only wanted you for your looks..."

"But I do"

My eyes widened and I swear my head could've snapped because of how fast I turned to look at him...

"Kil..."My lips trembled as I look at him.My legs gave up on me and I sat in the concrete ground while bawling my eyes out.

I felt his arms around me making me cry harder.If this is a dream,don't ever wake me up again...

"I'm sorry,I'm so sorry Nagi...I'm so sorry for all the things I've done to you...I'm so sorry for being so selfish,I'm so sorry for leaving you like that,I'm so sorry that I got mad at you,I'm so sorry if I couldn't face you sooner,I'm so sorry for not realizing your pain,I'm so sorry for not giving you my time anymore..."He mumbled continuously and I couldn't be more overwhelmed.I was so surprised that he acted like this.But what surprised me more is what he had just said.

"...And I'm so sorry for being a coward and for not admit my feeling for you..."

My heart skipped a beat and I even had to stop crying for a second because I can't believe what I just heard.

I looked at him with wide eyes and all I saw on his deep blue eyes are regret and pain but that wasn't the most evident one,it was love...

My eyes started to water again and before I know it,I was already crying again.He didn't say anything but wrapped his arms around me instead.

"Kil...I'm so sorry too,I just love you so much and I don't know what will happen to me if you're not by my side"I mumbled and hugged him tight.I didn't want to let go,maybe because if I did,he will fade away again.And I'm so scared to lose him again for the second time.

"I love you too...I'm sorry if I only told you now,I couldn't find courage to tell you so..."He said and I can feel regret through his voice.

"It's okay,Kil...I couldn't confess my feelings for you too because I was scared.Scared of rejection and scared that our friendship will go to waste.I'm sorry..."I said but he only hugged me tighter,burying his head on the crook of my neck.

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"Nagi!"

"Why,Kil?"I asked after he called me.

After that confession,we're now back to normal.But we're now dating.Sounds impossible to me at first but I'm really his girlfriend now and I wouldn't change that for anything.

"Let's go on a date after class!"He said with a grin making my cheeks heat up.Every little thing he does just makes my heart skip a beat.I will never get used to this.

"O-Okay..."I muttered shyly then I heard him chuckle a little.

"You're so cute when you're flustered"He said before pecking my lips.

"K-Kil!"I exclaimed while covering my face with my hands.This is just so embarrassing,when will he stop teasing me?

He only laughed then the bell rang signaling the start of our class.

Oh God,thank goodness or else I'm gonna die from embarrassment.

In the past,I would've never thought that this day will come.The day where me and Killua fall in love with each other.All this time,I thought it was a one-sided love but I didn't know that he also feels the same.Turns out that he only used all the girls he courted to avoid his feelings for me.He also didn't thought that I feel the same.Our story is too cliché,don't you think?But it doesn't really matter to me right now.All I know is that I'm now happy because I have him by my side and that's enough for me.Because in the past,I would've never thought that he will fall in love with me.

The Girl He never noticed...

The End