Will we be {Ethan Karpathy-Instereo Fanfic} PAUSED

What??

Belle's POV
It was FINALLY the weekend, and yep, that means the date with Joe. Everything to do with Ethan kind of made my mind explode, I just didn't know how to deal with it. All I knew right now was that he frankly detested the sight of me and I needed to stay away from him, and Alisha. I feel like she is the cause that he is doing all of this. But I can't be sure, I mean he does seem better and more confident now that he's with her.

As I walked onto the train, I went up the stairs to the top area of the carriages. And there he was, his beautiful brown eyes with the beanie on his head. aw that beanie.

What the hell Belle snap out of it. Your still meant to be mad at him.

But

No, no buts.

Suddenly, Ethan gestured for me to sit next to him. It seemed odd, I mean there he was with Alisha all shit ass and then now he acts as if nothing has happened?

Woah, I was not gonna let him get away with it quickly.

It was so awkward sitting next to him. I USED to like his company but now seeing a different side of him at school I didn't really know how to feel anymore.

Luckily, he broke the silence and said something I definitely DID NOT want to hear at the moment.

"I love you."

I turned my head to see Ethan staring at me, presumably waiting for an answer. Without even waiting for me to answer, he leaned in slowly and kissed me. I honestly didn't know what to do. I just sat there. His lips on mine.

Just like the old times.

Wait what was I thinking.

Within three seconds I pulled away (lol I know how precise)

"What are you doing."

"Kissing you of course."

"HELLO ETHAN. Are you okay? Don't think that everything is clean and forgotten after everything you did to me. Just stop. I honestly don't want to hear your bullshit AGAIN." I could see people starting to stare at us as I raised my voice, but at his time I just didn't care. He meant so much to me, but now......nothing. I stood up ready to get off the train to meet Myles. As I did, Ethan did as well. As I walked down to the doors he held my wrist.

"Don't go, let me explain. I love you, not Alisha!" He whispered.

I thought about staying to see what he would say, but then again, there was so much I could take in, so much I could contain, and I definitely did not want Ethan's words flooding in my head while I was watching the movie with Joe.

As the doors open, he stood there, petrified, as I slid out of his grasp.

Then I faced him as the doors shut, as if I was bidding him goodbye forever.

"There's nothing to explain."

Any grammatical mistakes? Pls comment if there is haha it's so late here my eyes r shutting trying to publish this.
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