Holding on, pushing away -Hunter Rowland-

Revealing a secret

Recap: I left to go to the bathroom so I could change. I went to the bathroom a checked my Instagram and I hated what I saw.....

A/n: So everything is Kasey's point of view unless I say different. 😂 Love y'all!!

I saw I was tagged in a picture of Hunter kissing another girl, and a lot of post saying #Hasey, and a lot of hate. I just stood there in the bathroom wanting to punch the mirror. I have been keeping a little from everyone. Ok my little secret is that I would cut because the hate I got. The only person who knows is our mom. She promised she wouldn't tell Blake because I knew he would either beat the crap out of me, or be heartbroken and never talk to me ever again. I realized I was catching feelings for Hunter after I saw the picture because I got hella jealous. And all the hate I got was unbelievable. I started crying and wanted to cut so badly. All my cuts are on my hips and high in my inner tight so people would see. I'm guessing Brandon and Hunter got worried on why I was taking so long because they were pounding on the door asking if I was ok.
I just said "I'm fine guys I will be out in a bit."
They responded in unison "Ok Kas!"
I got a grip on myself and walked out of the bathroom. I walked right over to my bag without saying a word. I then walked out then walked near the door and turned to them and said
"I'm going to stay with my brothers tonight." A/n: she refers to Cameron as her brother too. They were about to say something but I walked out the door. I went to Mahogany's room before I went to my brothers. I trusted her as my sister I never had. A/n: she will be referring to mahogany as sister sometimes. I walked up to her door and knocked. I waited until someone came and answered the door. A couple minutes of waiting Jaz aka Jazzmin answered the door.
"Hey Jaz can I talk to my sister?" -K
"Of course let me get her!"-J
"Thanks Jaz!"- K
"Of course Sis!"-J
Jaz refers to me as her little sis. I love her like a sister as well as Mahogany. I was on a deep train of thought on how to tell Mahogany about the scars when she walked out saying
"What up little sis!!"
"I have to tell you something." I said nervously.
She said "Ok I hope everything is alright. Let me go in my room to get my phone and we will head up to the roof top."
I just nodded my head yes.
-Mahogany's P.O.V-
I told her I was going to get my phone but really I was warning Cam that somethings up, but I told him not to tell Blake just in case. I told Carlos and Jaz that I was going to be with Kas. I grabbed my phone and walked out with Kas. I really hope this isn't anything that bad.
-Back to Kas's P.O.V-
Mahogany walked out and we headed to the roof top in silence.

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