Holding on, pushing away -Hunter Rowland-

Do I want to leave tonight?

Hey guys I'm back! I'm so sorry that I didn't update for a while. But here you go!

~Kas's POV~

The meet and greet was over and we were all in the hotel. Everyone was having so much fun, smiling, being happy. I'm not sure I want to leave it just yet. And now that Vanessa is with us it makes it harder to leave. But I also need time away. I think I'm still gonna leave. No matter how much I don't want to, I need to. Maybe I will take Van with me. I'm not letting her get hurt and knowing the boys she might get hurt, they are so rough. Okay so the plan is to take Van with me and wait the couple weeks in Seattle with Mama Rowland and Ashton. I can make it through right? 

*Ding, Ding*

Blake: Kasey you alright?

Kas: I'm good. I'm just gonna miss you a lot... 

Blake: Don't worry! We will see you soon enough. And I'm gonna miss you so much. Come sit down with me.

Kas: Okay. Love you Blake

Blake: I love you too Kas

I got out of my seat sat with Blake on the bed. The boy were playing a video game and Van was sleeping on the couch so I laid my head down on Blake's chest. He's my brother I'm gonna miss him so much. I hugged my brother tight and then watch the guy play a game. Aaron started yelling at the stupid game. 

"Aaron shut the hell up! Van is seeping!" I whisper yelled.

"Sorry!!"

I'm gonna miss them... A lot.