I learned things yesterday
Some of these things are that I have two main reaction emotions: anger and sadness.
I like the anger reaction more because it gives me an adrenaline rush and makes me feel braver than I actually am and it helps me shove the words I keep pent up in my throat for so long out and into the world.
Sadness I don't like as much. It probably has something to do with the hate of feeling weak so I despise crying in front of people unless they're close friends. But sadness makes me shrink and become more silent and generally makes me think back on a few of my regrets and I don't know why this is, hell I could be crying for some random ass reason and then I'll remember a friend from long ago who is no longer with us and I'll cry harder. Sadness just makes me feel weaker and I like feeling strong so if I have the choice to laugh or cry, I'll probably laugh.
Damn you emotions.
These have been the feelings of a person at 2 21 in the morning.
Thanks you and goodnight.
