Beat

All That We Have Found

[[Here's another piece that started as a poem and was converted into a semi-song]]

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I hate to hate you
But i couldn't stand to
Love you either
When worse came to worse
I turned to verse
And you asked me for a breather
What was i supposed to do
When the only thing i loved was you
But i knew
you couldnt love me too
And one day you said
"it's dead
we're through"

This was never
my intention
To give you all the things
You didn't need
But i was craving
Your attention
And my heart
Would soon begin to bleed
Like a pup
i waited for you
And like a duckling
I followed your lead
But then i realized
To you
I was just another
mouth to feed

So i left

And i hope you're happy
With me gone
It was all just
A matter of time
It was just admitting
i was wrong
It was just you
It was just me
But i wanted it
To become we
And you knew we
didn't stand a chance
You left me
pierced with that glance

But still
My biggest regret
Is forgetting to forget
About you
I fell apart
But its not the end
Its just my start
So leave
By all means
The good, the bad
The in betweens
Let them drown
In your regret
This town
Is just a town
So forget

And forget
And forget

And you can bet
That i'll still be here
Thinking far too much
of you
And all the mess
you put me through
And once you made it
to the top
Because you couldnt
Bear to stop
I hope you realize
What you had
Because now

Theres just clouds
This filthy over cast
Is all that we have
When the sun has passed

Theres just wind
Pushing us around
And back again
Losing all that we have found