After the crash everything went black i couldn't hear,see or feel anything.
"Am i dead?" I slowly whispered.
"Not yet." An unknown voice said.It's voice was echoing.
"Where am I?" I asked looking around.it looked like i was floting and i was surrounded by nothing.I could only see a very bright light.
"You are somehwere between life and death.You have to make your own choice now,if you want to fight for your life or if you give up." The unknown voice said and i tried to find out where it comes from but quickly got distracted by the light.
It was so bright and beautiful,there was something that was telling me that there is the place of happiness,where nobody can ever hurt me again. I wanted to go that way so bad and slowly i started moving.
The light was getting brighter and brighter and my smile grew even bigger as i was getting closer.
As i had a few steps to make i heared a giggle.
"Mommy,Mommy."someone shouted.
I stopped and turned around.My daughter....
All of a sudden flashbacks started to appear on the walls.
The day my daughter was born,tge day she said her first words,the day she made her first steps,her first time saying "i love you".
"If you go that way you will never experience this again." The unknown voice said.
"Let me show you something." It said again and it touched my shoulder leading me forward. I still couldn't see who it was.
"It was the first time i saw you...I've never seen anything so perfect . I remember thinking that i have to have you or i'd die.Then you approached me and i felt so peaceful and safe because from that day on no matter what happened nothing could ever be bad because i had you right by my side.
Then we grew apart and i lost my way. I used to blame you for my failures. I was trying to convince myself that you were the reason i was living a miserable life.Funny how the moment you came back,the sun was shining again. I had a reason to wake up everyday,to come back home as soon as possible just so i could see you.All i ever wished was to see your smile everyday. When you were with me i didn't need any food or water...all i needed was you. I was craving you more than anything in this world. And besides all these you gave me the most beautiful present a man could ask for.Our little princess Layla who in case you hear me,she couldn't stop asking about you.And i don't want to be in the position where i need to tell her that you are gone.Fight for your life my queen.You are the only reason that keeps me going. You are strong,i know that. A normal woman wouldn't be able to rise their child like you did all by yourself when i was acting like a completely jerk. I know you hear me.
Please keep holding so we can grow old together,so we can see our babygirl growing up,going to school,having her first boyfriend,graduating.....You are all i need in this life of sin.I love you."
All these words made me feel some type of way. I could feel my entire body hurting,i felt weak,i felt like a human being,i felt alive again.
Neymar's POV
She has been like this for 3 days now. Only these machines keep her slive and the doctor said that if she doesn't wake up til tomorrow they will have to disconnect her from them.
I sat on the chair next to her bed and leaned down to kiss her hand.
I was looking at her face for a while now...i wanted to remember each of her feature,when i noticed something rolling down her cheek. I looked closer and saw tears streaming down her face.Her mouth was larted and i could hear her inhaling air.
I was shooked from the trance as i felt something outting pressure on my hand.i looked down and saw her finger moving .
"Neymar."
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New chapieeee. Maybe i will update the next chaoter later today 🤔🤔🤔
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