The drummer and me (on hold)

Chapter fourteen: With whole my heart

Chapter 14

Ashton's P.O.V.

*BEEP* *BEEP*

'Noooo'. I say.

'hmm what's wrong?' I hear Ellen say from beside me.

'I don't want to wake up'.

'But we have to'.

'Fine let's get up'. I say while opening my eyes. Ellen is lying next to me. I give her a kiss on her forehead and she smiles.

'Get up Ash we need to leave in two hours'. Ellen says.

I get out of bed and walk to the bathroom. While heating up the shower I undress myself. By the time I'm done the shower is hot enough. While taking a shower thoughts run through my mind. There are two times a day when I overthink everything. Those two times are late at night before going to sleep and the second is while taking a shower.

I start thinking about Ellen. Moving so far away from me. I can't hold her, can't kiss her and can't feel her. I can only call or Skype her. I wish she just stayed in Australia. Close to me. But I'm not going to tell her that. This is a big opportunity for her and I'm not going to come between it.

'ASHTON YOU DONE YET?' Ellen shouts.

'ALMOST'. I shout back while turning off the shower. I wrap a towel around my waist and walk out of the bathroom.

'Your turn'. I say and give Ellen a kiss on her cheek.

Ellen's P.O.V.

After I took a shower I went back to my room to get dressed. I take a plain white tank top and light blue jeans.

'ELLEN ARE YOU READY YET?' Ashton shouts from downstairs.

'ONE MINUTE'. I apply just a little bit of mascara and head downstairs. All my bags are already standing in the hallway. That's the moment when I realize that I'm really leaving. I'm leaving everyone behind and it won't be easy to go back.

I walk into the kitchen where I see Ashton making breakfast.

'You don't have to do that'. I say to him.

'But I am. You're leaving today and the least I can do is make you breakfast'.

'How sweet of you'. I say while wrapping my arms around his waist from behind.

'C'mon sit down. Breakfast is ready'. Ashton says.

I sit down on the table and Ashton places a plate in front of me. Pancakes!

'Thanks Ash'. I say and give him a kiss on the cheek.

'Everything for you'.

*KNOCK KNOCK*

'Who's that?' I ask and Ashton walks towards the door without saying anything.

'Breakfast ready yet?' I hear someone ask. Wait that's Luke.

'It smells delicious'. And that's Michael. What are they doing here?

'ELLEN'. The three of them shout when they walk in to the kitchen.

'GUYS'. I say back.

Calum walks up to me and gives me a hug.

'Is there any chance I can convince you to stay?' he asks.

'Aww I'm going to miss you Calum'.

After Calum, Luke and Michael gave me a hug we all sit down and start to eat our pancakes. Before we know it we're done and we need to go to the airport.