Why Bother?

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{MAYA POV}

L: 'Is there something you need to tell me?'

My heart dropped. Lucas cant find out, what if he already knows? I would be pushed away by riley, i would have no one...

M:'No, not that i know of.. why?'

L: 'You've been acting different lately, a lot......calmer..?'

M:' Have I? I havent really noticed' I try and hide my true feelings as much as i can, but i feel so guilty lying to the person who is causing all these feelings..

L:'Is something going on at home?'

I get it now. Something always has to be wrong with maya. Why cant i just be calm and happy for once? Obviosly he doesnt know me like i thought he did. I lashed out..

M:' WHY! WHY CANT I BE HAPPY? IS MAYA HART ALWAYS UPSET? DO YOU THINK MY LIFE IS SO MESSED UP THAT I HAVE TO BE UPSET ALL THE TIME? WELL THE ANSWER IS NO, HONESTLY, I THOUGHT YOU WERE GOING TO SAY SOMETHING ELSE. SOMETHING ELSE THAT COULD HAVE CHANGED OUR LIVES FOREVER, BUT NO. YOU HAVE TO BRING UP THE SAME BULLSH*T EVERY SINGLE TIME.!" I ran off with tears in my eyes, i didnt know where i was running to, but i didnt stop...

L:' MAYA WAIT!'

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AUTHORS NOTE:

Sorry it was short today xoxo what do you think will happen to maya and lucas?

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