To Love A Hunter (sam x reader)

Not Dead Just Really Low On Life

A/N: Sorry it took me forever to update this. My summer has definitely been different. I haven't had wifi for the past few weeks and I wasn't really sure where I was going with this. Don't hate me. Okay enough talking. Here's your update.

You wake up back in the bunker. You reach for your shoulder expecting to find it bandaged and freak out when you don't feel any sign of a bandage or pain. Your shoulder feels fine. You feel your cheek hoping to find a scab from when you were scratched but feel nothing. Running to the bathroom, you slam the door and look in the mirror. Your face looks fine, like it wasn't even touched. You start to freak out even more. Pulling down your shirt collar, you see a perfectly intact shoulder. You let out a scream, thinking that you were bit and now a werewolf. 'You're okay. You've just been asleep for the past month from all of the blood loss and shock that you went through' you think, trying to calm yourself down and failing. You hear footsteps running down the hall and you quickly lock the door before they could enter. You slide your back down the wall and run your fingers through your hair, calming down just slightly. The door handle jiggles and you hear Sam say your name. "Go away! I don't want to hurt you!" you cry. You've come to terms that you were bitten and were now changing. " Y/N, you're fine. If you unlock the door I will explain everything." Sam says in a calming voice. "Just go away. I've been bit and I don't want to hurt you or Dean. Please go away." you say, tears still running down your face. "Y/N, please unlock the door. I promise you won't hurt me, and if you try to I'll take care of you and make sure you won't hurt anyone else." You quickly stand up and unlock the door and then sit in the corner furthest away. Sam walks in and starts walking up to you, but you cower back into the corner even more than before. He continues to walk towards you and you put your hands up, warning him to stay away. He grabs your hands and puts them down in your lap. Sitting down next to you, he puts his arm around your shoulder and his chin on your head. You're breathing starts to even out and you wipe away the last of your tears. You didn't like to cry in front of people, but this one time you allowed it.  You sit on the floor with your head on Sam's shoulder for a little longer before you sit up. "Are you ready for me to explain?" you hear Sam say. Hearing his voice made your heart beat faster. You nod your head. He gets up and offers you a hand. You take it and feel a bolt of electricity shoot through your hand as Sam helps you up. He guides you through to the library/dining room and you see Dean and an unfamiliar guy sitting at the table. You look at guy with black hair  and dazzling blue eyes and then at Dean. You want to be mad at him for what he did but you know you can't considering it wasn't his fault. Sam pulls out a chair for you and you sit. He sits down next to you and says, "Y/N, this is Cas." You look at the blue eyed man and nod your head, "Nice to finally meet you. I've heard a lot about you." You turn to face Sam, "Okay explain." He starts explaining how with Cas being an angel he can heal people and bring back those who have just passed. "Wait!", you interrupt Sam, "You mean to tell me I was dead?"
"Well not dead, just running really really low on life." Dean says. You glare at him. "He's right. You weren't dead yet. You would have been if Dean hadn't have called me." Cas says. You look at him, then Dean, and then Sam before excusing yourself to your room. You face plant onto your mattress, letting everything you were just told sink in. After about laying there for an hour you hear a knock on the door. "Y/N, it's Sam. Can I come in?" he asks. "It's open.", you say still lying on your bed. Sam opens the door and holds up a McDonalds bag, "Dean went out and bought you some burritos." At that exact moment your stomach rumbles, reminding you that you haven't eaten in a while. You sit up and Sam hands you the bag of food. You take it from him and open it. He's almost out of your room before you ask, "Why didn't you just let me die?" He stops and looks at you, "Because you're important to us. Dean is constantly droning on about how amazing you are." He sits next to you and puts his hand and your knee, "I wouldn't know what to do without you." You feel your cheeks start to heat up and you look down at your lap, hoping your hair will cover your face. The guy you have the biggest crush on just said he wouldn't know what to do without you. He quickly stands up and clears his throat, you look up at him. "We'll be in the library if you need us.", he says before exiting your room. You eat, thinking about everything that has happened this morning. The way Sam held you, trying to calm you down. The sparks that you felt when he grabbed your hand and lead you to the dining room. When he put his hands over yours while he was explaining everything. The way he had just blushed when he left your room. You took your last bite as you realized that he likes you too.