To Love A Hunter (sam x reader)

Through Another's Eyes: Part 1

Possible trigger warning: blood/death/homosexual actions

*Deans P.O.V.*

The last thing I can really remember was that there was a werewolf attacking Y/N and I had shot it. Then after that it was all a bit blurry. At least until I heard a piercing scream. I put the gun down considering that I was out of bullets. I couldn't move. I had just shot someone that was clearly one hundred percent human and even though I've done it before this felt different. I stood paralyzed with fear and sadness as she rolled the body off of her and grabbed her shoulder. She looks at me and that's when I can move again. "I am so sorry, Y/N." I reach my hand out to help her but she cowers and starts walking away. 'Great now she's afraid of me and probably thinks I'm just some psychopathic killer that feels no remorse. Only if she knew.' I think to myself. I open my mouth to say something but am cut off by her saying, "Let's go. Leave the bodies." And I did. I followed ready to catch her if she suddenly fell unconscious. I watched as she pulled out the matches and threw a lit one into the barn. She then threw her stuff in the trunk and sat in the passengers seat while I put everything away under the false bottom. I heard small gasps of pain coming from her and wondered what she was doing until I saw a small silver bullet fly through the air and into the flames. I close the trunk and hop in the drivers seat. Starting the car I try to apologize to Y/N but I don't get an answer. I speed the rest of the way to the bunker, thanking the lord that there wasn't any cops out tonight. I grab Y/N and carry her bridal style into her bedroom, her body limp in my hands and the blood from her shoulder staining my flannel. I put her down on her bed and call Cas knowing Sam was out catching a movie or something and would most likely have his phone off. "Cas," I breathe into the phone. "Dean, what's wrong ?" he says in his voice that is to die for. 'Stop thinking about that.' I mentally scold myself. "Y/N's hurt and is unconscious or worse. We were working on a case and she was attacked and I accidentally shot her in the shoulder. Please hurry." I hear tires squeal in the background before Cas hangs up. I take my shirt off wrap her shoulder in it before I go get a washcloth and a bowl of water. I wash off her face before starting to undo her shirt. I've wanted to do this ever since I met her back on that vamp case but I didn't think it would happen like this. I remove her shirt and wash off the dried blood and then immediately put my shirt back over her wound and apply pressure. I sit there for a few more minutes before I hear the front door slam and two sets of footsteps running towards the room. "We're in Y/N's room." I yell hoping they would get here faster. I see Cas and Sam run in, noting that I would have to ask Sam about this later. Sam kneels down next to Y/N's lifeless form and grabs her hand checking for a pulse. I mentally facepalmed for not thinking about doing that. Sam looks up and he has tears in his eyes and shakes his head. I look over to Cas as he puts two fingers to her forehead and does the thing. After he does it he stumbles back and is breathing quite heavily, his eyes slowly closing. I grab him before he falls and hold him in my arms hoping to God that he will be okay. Knowing that he's using another angels grace I actually pray to God that he'll be alright. Despite everything that's going on having Cas in my arms feels amazing, even though I won't admit it. I grab his head and try to get him closer to me fearing that if I let go I'd lose him forever and right now I can't lose anyone else. I kiss the top of his head and then look at Sam. "She's okay. She's fine. He'll be fine." he says. I nod at him and then carry Cas off into my room.