Silly devil it's not smart to hurt yourself.

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Silly devil, it's not smart to hurt yourself

I ended up back at the mansion. I guess I really was meant to be here. I walked inside as wolf and went up to my bedroom. I hopped up on my bed and just laid there. When I decided I should pajamas back to human, I went back to my closet and phased back. I put on sweats and a t-shirt. I crawled back in bed and hugged my pillow.

I started to cry. Once again I was heartbroken, and it was my fault this time. I wanted Justin back but I couldn't. I can't let him win. I'm not easy if he wants me he's gonna half to show me he deserves me. I wish I didn't think that way but I do, I want him, but I'm making it so that I can't.

Our life isn't a movie, you push him away he will go away. My wolf told me.

"I know, but I, I want him so bad but.." I sobbed out loud. I didn't Finnish speaking because just thinking about me keeping myself away from him was painful.

There was a knock on the door, I didn't answer just kept crying. Nala walked in,crawled in bed with me, and just hugged me while I cried. I cried and cried. Eventually Nala fell asleep and I ended up cried myself to sleep.

I woke up and to Nala knocking on my door and sliding in with a bowl of cereal and some lemonade.

"I don't want anything." I told her facing the window.

"NO! You are not turning into one of those chicks who don't eat or do nothing because their hearts are broken. You will eat at least half of this bowl, then you are going to take a shower or bath, and then you may lounge all day in bed!" She told me.

"As your alpha you will not tell me what to do!" I demanded back.

" as you beta I will do what's best for you!" She screamed, set the bowl down, and walked out of the classroom. She was right though. So I did everything she said and continued to sulk in my room.

Derek came in and visited me. He was my guy best friend and he was always trying to make me happy but he knew how much pain I was putting myself through.

The war was coming closer between the alphas and I was looking and acting like shit. I got up and took a shower, curled my hair and put on jeans and t-shirt. I did my make up with a natural look then headed down stairs and held a pack meeting.

"Tomorrow is the war with the alphas and we must be ready if anything fails. If the alphas are smart they won't fight and they will talk it over but I doubt that they will do that. But if they do then we must start the war back up. They most likely won't, now I also doubt that all alphas will fall so the eight that came with me and gonna join me and Nala and surround the battle field so we can see everything. We will go in our wolf forms and stay in our wolf forms until this is all done and over with so no one knows who we really are. Any questions?" I ask.

The crowed was silent which meant they understood.

"That is all. Would the eight that were chosen go to the gym and train until me and Nala get there please. The rest of you are free to do what you want." And then I walked out of the meeting room.

A/N

Hope you guys enjoy. Please read my other story "Not my Cinderella story" I would really appreciate it? Thank you to the 700 readers! You brought me way past my goal! (Which was 150!)

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