Butterfly

Eight

Two days ago
Jin's point of view

I have been stuck in bed all day. I just can't seem to get the energy to get up.

I have been feeling weaker and weaker as the days flew by. But now I have reached my braking point.

I don't even have the energy to text or call HyeJin. Let alone eat.

I think I should I should have just told her I was sick. Maybe she would be here with me.

But I fear that I might die today, and I haven't told HyeJin I love her.

I swear I do. I just needed time to make sure I did. I didn't want to give her false hope. I wanted to be sure for her. But now it might be too late.

God forbid I die today. I'm just glad u wrote a note to them. I know it's so impersonal but it was the least I could do in a time like this. I just wish I was able to tell them. And wish them fair well.

Me laying here is not doing me any good. I need to get up.

I force myself to sit up. Groaning in the process.

"God please give me the strength." I whisper as I attempt to stand.

Successfully I walk over to the front door. Putting in my shoes and heading out side to my car.

The fact that u have made it this far is a blessing.

Opening the door and starting the car as I sit down closing the door.

It feels like I ran I 5mile marathon even thought I just walked for 2 minutes not even.

"I got this." I close my eyes of a slight second.

Opening them I start driving.

I can say that this was a bad idea. My vision is blurred. And I can barely keep my head up.

The honking cars behind me on the highway, is no help what so ever.

I'm staring to regret this decision.

"Why is this bridge so long?" I hiss as I rest my head on the staring wheel for a slight second as the traffic starts to build up.

Boom!

My cat jerks forward. I believe I was just hit. And I hit the person in front of me.

The smell of gas fills the car.

"No no no. Not today. Not like this."I cry as I try to stop the engine. 

It's not working.

I need to save these other people. I won't live long anyway.

I try to drive the car to the corner/side of the bridge. But my wheel gets jammed. Causing me to fall of the bridge right before the car explodes.