Regrets

Chapter 17; Time To Talk

Monday morning 🤕 i woke up to karenas feet on my back. As expected. I went in the shower before i woke her up and then as i was about to get ready i woke her up i go school hella early to sort some things out she likes to roll through at 8:35.
Tierra: karennaaaaaaaaa wakeee up!!
Karena: im up im up
Tierra: well good morning sunshine i made u breakfast so all u need to do is shower im gonna do my hair then leave
Karena: itee then b thank youu
Tierra : its kl I'll see you at school , oh and if that baby daddy of yours is coming wake him up before u leave, I don't think he has to be in until like 11:45
Karena: yeah ill make sure hes up and getting dressed when im about to leave
Tierra: im gonna route now anyways see u in form b

I gave her a hug and then i left my house and walked to school. As i was walking i started thinking even more about everything going on in my life like not even just tyrone and keyon but like im scareed for karena . She is really putting on a brave face i know she's terrified i mean who wouldn't be . Plus i dont know how tishawns gonna tell mum about this one and ik aunty debby (Karena's mum) isnt gonna be tooo happy about this . Its alot to deal with man. 🤕🤕😴
Im thinking about if mum is gonna take dad back fully uknoo and im also starting to look at their relationship and compare it to mine . I mean i seee how my dad treats my mum and that's baisically how keyon treats me ik it isnt right for a woman to be im thar kind of relationship i mean my mum and dad are a prome example 😒 but i love him and i really want this to work . Ik this probably isn't whats best for me right now but hes my man and i have to ride with him as jis girl its my job tonbe loyal.

*7:54 AM *

I just reached school. I went to my locker to go get all my books and that and i found my special note book and because I've been so stressed out i decided to go outside to top pitch where it was sooo peaceful and quiet and i sat on the bench and i just started writing and when i say that it helped i mean it helped  in such a good mood until Tyrone came and found me🙄👍🏾 man said the donny trecked up stairs to find me Uknoo. I was really not ready to converse with tyrone but i guess it really was time to talk. Tyrone came strolling over, he looked kinda vex to be honest.

Tyrone: you do know its rude not to answer people's messages when they have been trying to reach you. An youve just been airing , like do you take man for a dick head🤔

Tierra: Nahh its not even like that I've just had alot of things on my mind so I haven't really spoken to anyone

Tyrone: you could atleast have the decency to tell me where i stand cahh you kinda been holding up mans ting for a while . Did you really think that you could hide away forever?

Tierra: why are you getting at mr like i have alot of things on my plate and im dealing with them alll alone

Tyrone: its not aoways about you Tierra the world doesn't revolve around you. Sometimes you have to take a minute and think about everyone else around you and your actions affect them

I cant lie . Tyrone had me speechless like i had nothing to say . He really got me thinking. I mean I wasn't trying to be a self centred bitch on purpose but idk i just always seem to do things and not think about how they may hurt people. I really need to pree myself unaa
Tierra: well Tyrone i love keyon , im not gonna say me and you was a mistake because it was. I mean you made me feel soo special, as if i was the only thing in this world that mattered

Tyrone: so what your saying is i was a beat and delete yh

Tierra: noo its not even like that what im sayingg is that i was venerable and you were there . To be quite frank you once had me and you let me go so you cant really complain