Deceiving (Harry Styles)

Never

Shay's pov

I rolled over and took a deep breath. I can't believe I just did this. I thought about how it all went down

*flashback*

We had just got into Harrys car. He had convinced me to go grab a snack with him but first he said he had to stop by his house to pick up some more cash. I followed him up to his room and he looked for his money while I snooped around the top of his dresser. I saw a box of what looked like... condoms. I picked it up showing it to him.

"Really?" I laughed noticing he only had one left. Yes that means he has had sex multiple times and normally I would be disgusted because it most likely wasnt with the same girl. I knew he never slept with the same girl twice.

"Yup. Really." He said taking the box out of my hand.

"Doesnt suprise me." I scoffed.

"Well it wouldnt suprise me if you never used one. Ya know because your a vergy virgin." He teased which made me mad.

"So what if im a virgin?" I pounced back.

"So what? You have no idea what you are missing Shaelynn."

"Can you not?" I asked rolling my eyes at his rude comment. So what if im a virgin it shows that i am willing to wait for the right one.

"Oh i can, and i will." He smirked pushing me on the bed. We started kissing and it all felt so wrong but i couldnt stop it.

*End of flashback*

I snapped out of my thoughts when Harry had put his arm around my uncovered chest.

"Wish I could have used this." He said hanging the untouched condom above my head. No we did not have sex but we did a lot of sexual activities. I ignored his comment. I was wrong i wasn t ready for this.

"Im hungry." I stated feeling my stomach rumble.

"Well you could have solved that." I knew what he was heading to.

"Im serious, I thought we would get some food." He groaned getting out of bed and tossing some clothes on and leaving the room. I didnt know where he was going.

Moments later he came back up with choclate. "Here have some dont women like this shit when their on their blood weeks? Wait thats why you didnt want to do it. Your on your bloodly cycle." I couldnt help but laugh.

"Blood weeks?"

"Yeah isnt that what that shits called that makes women so bitchy?"

"No its called a period." I laughed making fun of him more.

"Well eat your choclate so we can leave I need to get you home before Sianna----" He stopped himself.

"Before Sianna what?" Sianna was the schools most liked girl.

"Nothing." He said taking his phone and keys tossing me my clothes.

"Before. Sianna. What?" I asked again knowing the answer. I was just another toy to him.

"Before Sianna and I---- study?"

"Harry I know you two wont be studying. Maybe eachother. But ill just have you know that we will not be "studying" together again." I said meaning it. I grabbed my bag and went outside leaving him in his room. I started walking home as it began to rain. Just fucking great.

I heard a car pull up behind me and i walked faster knowing it was him.

"Will you just stop for a minute?" I heard him say.

"What? Arent you late for your fun time with Sianna?" Why was i so pissed about this?

"Your jealous aren't you? Well you know what you should have known this! Whatever you think we have we dont." That hurt.

"Your an ass." I whispered holding back the tears.

"Just get in the damn car Shay!" His voice roared. I didnt want to argue with him and it was raining I needed a ride home.

I hesitated before opening the door but climed in. I sat in silence the entire ride not talking to him. He moved his hand to my arm but i jerked it away.

"What?" He asked.

I said nothing.

"Fine you little-" I got out of the car and started running it was only a few houses away. Once i got home i locked the door and started crying.

He was right we had nothing. I was just a stupid girl who thought we would have. I should have known that this wasnt going to ever work

Or so I thougt.

Authors note: So i'll be updating every other day keep voting and ill update more