Mistakes Like This

That's Because I'm Jealous

Taehyungs POV

The last few days were stressful as always because I was on the road with my boys since we had a lot of work to do. But my thoughts were most of the time at Yuna. I mean I kinda ignored her the last time we saw each other but I just did that because I felt so ashamed of what I've done and about how I felt.

It was just a stupid kiss as Namjoon said but I felt more during that kiss. I knew that I chose the wrong girl but it didn't felt that wrong.

There was something between Rianni and me I can't really explain. It seemed that Rianni wanted more. Her kiss was full of passion it felt that she needs love more than any other girl. I felt so bad for that because I know I hurt Yunas feelings and she deserves better.

I actually wanted to talk to Rianni about what happened but I didn't want to make a big deal about it and I know that she has a crush on Yoongi so I don't want to cause trouble between them and I know that Yoongi has a crush on her too. He's one of the most important people to me and I don't want to hurt him.

So I hope that Yuna and I can talk about everything and move on.

Yunas POV

After the game Tae and I didn't really noticed each other that much. He seemed to ignore me most of the time which made me sad. I planned to talk to him when he comes back with BTS after their tour. They were away for weeks and I started to miss him.

The thoughts of him distracted me a lot during our work schedules and the girls noticed that but they let me live since they know I wouldn't talk about it and its all still confusing for me. I'm just glad that I cleared everything with Rianni since she's so important to me.

I mean the kiss was a heavy situation for me. I thought he would kiss me and that he kissed her on purpose just hurt so much. To watch them as their lips move in sync made me so jealous and angry at the same time. After all the little things he did for me. How was he able to kiss another girl?

And why Rianni? Why not Alaia? I mean ok she's with Jimin so Tae didn't want to cause any problems but what if he has a secret crush on her not on me?

I mean I know she's totally crazy after Yoongi but what about Tae? He seemed to enjoy this kiss so much and think she did too.

But anyway weeks passed by and the boys finally returned from their tour.

They all moved into the dorm and greeted us all.

Our lovebirds Jimin and Alaia hugged each other and kissed for minutes while Rianni kissed Yoongis cheeks. Tae returned as the last of them and didn't even looked at me. He totally ignored me.

It hurts so much but I waited till he was in his room to talk to him alone.

After a while I walked straight up to Tae since I knew the rest was down in the kitchen. I knocked at the door and slowly opened it.

I was so freaking nervous because I knew pissed Tae is so hard to handle. He's not a person who is often angry or mad but when he is it's hard to calm him down.

He sat on his bed with his phone and my heart beats fast because of his existence. He was wearing a plain white oversized shirt and his light brown hair felt in his face.

Tae looked up as he noticed me and gave me a tired smile. I waved my hand at him and sat next to him.

"Are you okay?" I asked with a silent voice. He just nodded but didn't say anything.

I got a bit nervous and thought a few seconds about how I can talk about the game night and the kiss.

"Please don't be mad at me. Stop ignoring me Tae it hurts." I said and he looked up at me with a sad expression.