Mistakes Like This

War of Hormone

Alaias POV

Since today was a very important Live Show on TV I decided to practice my rap with Rap Monster and after our little trouble in the band I wanted to have a serious talk about what happens next from leader to leader.

Rapmon isn't only a huge help when it comes to music, he's also a good listener and has always some good tips. Most of the time I talk to him for hours besides Jimin he's the one who really knows how to cheer me up.

I wasn't mad anymore at Rianni, I was never mad at her. I was just afraid what will happen to our band and how our management will react to all the trouble we caused because of her relationship to Suga. Were still new in the game and I don't want to cause negative attention.

My relationship to Jimin is a secret and I have to keep just like Yunas realtionship to Taehyung and Riannis to Suga but the girls need to be more careful when they're in public.

I was kinda surprised that our manager wasn't totally mad at us but I'm still confused what he meant by distracting the media and flirting with other males so nobody suspects something.

Anyway, I picked up some comfortable clothes and made a simple makeup look and went straight to our studio. Yuna and Rianni were practicing in the dance room.

As I stepped into the studio I already heard some hip hop beats and noticed Rapmon and Suga both in grey sweaters sitting on the floor with their laptops, working on some beats.

Suga noticed me first and waved at me, I smiled at him and sat next to Rapmon who looked up at me.

"Hey you, ready for work?" he hugged me and I nodded.

"I hope I don't disturb you guys" I said to them and Suga shook his head.

"Nope I'm gone, I need to show this to the rest of the boys." he closed his laptop and looked at me, while biting his lip a bit shy.

"Uhm, Alaia I hope you're no longer mad at Rianni or me. I wasn't careful enough. I don't want to cause problems in your band, you know?" he said nervous while looking on the floor.

"No come on I'm not mad. I talked to Rianni we cleared everything up and yeah Suga your always a problem. You already know." I said sarcastic and smiled at him.

He chuckled "Fine, I'm gone. have fun guys" he said and left Rapmon and me alone.

Rapmon looked at his laptop, "Ok, just one second I have to finish this quick." he said and i watched what he was doing.

"Can I talk about something  serious with you before we practice?" I asked and looked at him.

He looked up from his laptop screen with wide eyes "Sure, whats wrong?" he asked caring and focused on my face.

"I just need some leader to leader tips because of the media trouble you know? I don't really know what to do now, because I got the slight feeling that the girls are afraid of me.." I replied and looked him in the eyes.

Rapmon chuckled at my answer "Afraid? Why? I'm the monster here not you... no seriously now .." he said with his deep raspy voice.

I gasped "No I mean it Rapmon. Rianni didn't wanted to tell me about the Suga pics in the magazine. They both think I'm always freaking out but I'm not. I'm just scared about our future you know? I want to support the girls as much as possible, were a team they're my life. I guess I'm too strict" I said quietly and he nodded.

"You're not a monster Alaia, you know this and no you are not too strict. I'm bangtans leader now for years and I can tell you we had some rough times, we had some fights and stuff but I've been always strict and caring. That's kinda my job. " he continued and I nodded.