*Jacqui's POV*
I should tell them my past and about my anorexia. I'm definitely not telling them about the self harm. I don't need to go to therapy.
I looked at my ankle that has kinda Gotten better its 12;45 and I walk down stairs to see all the boys huddle up on there phones
"Can we talk" I said quietly
"Sure love" Calum replied as we all walk and sit on the couches. Michael and Ashton on one Luke and Calum on another and me by myself.
"How's your ankle Hun?" Michael asked walking over to look at it.
"It's ok I guess"
"Do you want something to eat?" Luke asked me, probably know I haven't eating at all since I've been there.
"That what we need to talk about, along with some other things.."
"We won't judge love" Ashton said
"Well I'm anorexic" I said quietly
The room stayed silent for a little while before Michael broke the silence
"For how long?"
"Um like 8 ish years.."
"WHAT?!?!?" Calum said
"There's more.."
"When I was about 6 my whole life was hell. My parents always told me I was a mistake, they were alcoholics so whenever they weren't drunk they would make fun of me. No matter what stage they were in they would always abuse me. So that kinda explains why I always flinch. When my dad had his friends over they would rape me." I pause and look up to see all the boys crying
"They told me I was fat. They never fed me. At that point I didn't bother trying to get food. Like I said they would make fun of me. Not like school girls making fun of someone. It was them both telling me to kill myself because it would make everything easier. I was always reminded of how worthless I am. I was alway treated like a rag doll. When my parents died in a drunk driving accident I was put into that orphanage. It wasn't much better. I was told the same thing, worthless, mistake, and Instead of being raped I got abused more by not only the workers but the girls there too. In fact they would have competitions to see who could hit me the most and things like that." I finished looking up at 4 boys with pink noses and red puffy eyes.
"I'm s-so sorry" Calum said while I think the others were still in shock.
"I'm going to go to my room"I said limping off before I was questioned
Once I got to my room I shut the door and laid in bed staring at the sealing for what felt like hours until I fell asleep
*Authors note*
Hate me because this is short. I'm going to try and update tomorrow because it's late here. Love you lots
-J
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Broken Home
FanfictionSLOW UPDATES My names Jacqui and I'm 14 years old. I've lived in this hell hole called Mrs. Tracy's all girl orphanage. Before I got here I was abused, raped, and sexually harassed. I self harm and have eating disorders, I'm afraid of men because o...
