sorry for not updating

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i've actually been kind of unmotivated and numb for a while, hence the shitty, unedited chapters that don't make any sense.
i haven't been feeling my best for quite some time, and just recently it's gotten a bit worse.
i'll try my best to update regularly, i just don't want them coming out so short and so bad. a lot has been going on in my head lately and i'm at the point of feeling so worthless that i can't feel a thing.
that's not really a feeling at all, which scares me quite a bit.
i've just been trapped inside of my house everyday until 4 because i have to babysit two brats, and then afterward i have no friends to see, so i just sit inside for the rest of the night as the day goes on to become a cycle, which leaves me lonely,,
and when i ever do have friends, much like today, they ditch me for eachother.

it's not fun.

but yeah, uh, sorry.
i'll probably still be on wattpad a lot, just not writing that often. it helps me a lot but i feel like i shouldn't so often because it stresses me out into thinking that i absolutely have to or no one will read what i write anymore.

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