Zombie Apocalypse Love

Depression

A/N: HI! Sorry I couldn't update this chapter...I was really busy with things...BUT that's not an excuse! But here it is! Enjoy💛
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•••••••••••••••••••~•••••••••••••••••••It was the next day, a new day... No it's not a new day, the last thing I wanted in my list was another person who I love end up in a tragic explosion.

It's all my fault, if only I helped him or or if I climbed up the tree or if he went up first, if I don't know.

I was so mad at myself, the mall now burned down to the ground, ash's flying through the sky.

Flynn.

His smile, his sarcasm, his charming face, his everything is now gone...everything's gone.

I didn't close my eyes or drift asleep at all not even the slightest bit, my eyes glued to the mall, same spot and same position and as from last night the memories flowing back.

"Hey come on cristi...you have to move on with your life you can't just sit here and be all zombie like and just depressed!"

Alice said in a frustrating voice.

I stayed silent not caring what she said but these words echoed inside my head.

You have to move on with your life.

I sat still, like a rock, secretly hoping that he would magically come out of nowhere and come running towards me and embrace me in his strong protecting arms, we never even got a chance to be a thing...

I waited to long.

For 9 years I haven't been like this, 9 YEARS!

Another tear escape.

I guess I have some left over tears still...

I didn't expect my self to do this but I gathered up the courage and stood up, at first I was about to fall but down someone caught me from behind.

I slowly turned around, the air's soothing voices whispering in my ear, the voices of the leaves fluttering on the branches the birds still tweeting...but everything inside of me was well dead, empty, as soon as I looked up I almost burst into tears, it was Flynn!

He smiled up at me, I wrapped my arms around him and started to sob uncontrollably,my heart started to ache once again but no butterflies or that shocking feeling, no ringing of 'feelings'.

I looked up once again and concentrated this time.

It was...Peter.

I let go of him and turned around, I harshly wiped my tears and went towards the wrecked building.

"CRISTINA!"

They all screamed in unison, my legs still felt jelly from sitting in the same position for to long.

I can't believe that I THOUGHT he would come back, how dumb am I, he's never going to come back.

And I knew it was true but part of me didn't want to believe in that.

As soon as I got close to the building a wave of emotions stroke me, but I didn't let THAT get in my way, I went looking.

I climbed over big bolder of rocks and banners, mannequins, and dead zombies, but I went straight to where I saw Flynn the last time I saw him.

The door.

Once I think I found my spot I started to pull rocks over, wires sticking out with tubes all over.

"Cristina..."

"JUST help me please."

My voice was hoarse but managed to speak.

I saw couple pairs of hands helping me out, we dug in silence, till now.

"I want to bury him."

They didn't say anything so I assumed they respected and agreed my decision.

"And...I want to burn...h-his b-b-body..."

I sat down and started to sob on my own hands, everything's so hard, it was even hard to say those words, but I know that's what he would've wanted.

It's for the best.

"Hey Cristi that's the strongest thing...I've heard so far...and I'm sorry about earlier I was just, I don't know why you would shed tears for him...I thought that you two were just two other lovers and nothing special, but now...it's like wow!"

Exclaimed Alice, I scrunched my nose and nodded.

"Come on guys."

I mumbled.

An hour later

"WHERE IS HIS BODY!"

We dug literally everywhere, holes seen in random places sweat pouring down, I was on the edge of crying again but held it all in.

"He couldn't have just disappeared."

Alice said in a whispering tone.

"Cristi you have to let it go, although we couldn't find his body, we can just dig up the ground and put something on it as a remembrance."

My fingers were scratched up from sharp edges, dirt all over my body, my cloths getting sticky, my hair all oily.

I plopped down and covered my face with my hands.

"Cristina."

I nodded, the tension of the air was tense, the oxygen pulling itself away from me, my heart crackling into pieces, like a rose...trampled on the ground.

I slowly got up, the wind harshly blowing my hair, my eyes piercing through the air, my hands clenched to my side.

This is not the end.