***Tyler's POV***
"What do you mean you wish? Before I met you, I had crippling depression, and you helped me get better. If not for you, I wouldn't have this life, I would likely not even be alive. I do as much as possible to try to help you. What more can I do?" As I say this, I notice it was slightly more aggressive than I wanted it to be, so I reach out and rub the tear off of his cheek and rub his arm slowly, like I used to do when he couldn't sleep.
"I just feel like a joke. I can't live without you Tyler."
I stare into his eyes for a minute and then I realize I don't know what to say, so, I kiss him.
***Josh's POV***
He scooted closer to me and locked his beautiful eyes with mine. I don't think my heart had ever pounded so hard in my life. My breathing rapidly became more and more unsteady and my palms got sweaty (knees weak, mom's spaghetti). I noticed a hint of green in his eyes. For a fleeting moment, I wondered how I never noticed it. Time felt like it was going slow. More than anything, I wanted to feel the warmth of his lips. Just as the longing became unbearable, our lips met. The warmth of his mouth sent a current running through my body. I threw my arms around his neck and lost myself in his peppermint breath and soft lips.
Just as quickly as it had begun, the kiss was over. "I-I." Was all I could say before he kissed me again, slightly more aggressively this time, which was pretty hot. I never knew he thought of me this way, the same way I think of him. He grabbed my shirt tightly in his fist and pushed me down onto the bed, still kissing me. My problems seem to all go away. Our lips separated and he looked at me again with a fierce look in his eyes that made my heart jump. He's over top of me holy shit I'm totally gonna get laid. He's so hot oh my sweet Jesus he's attractive.
We heard a knock on the door and he quickly sat up and took my hand in his and helped me sit up. I was obviously still awestruck by everything that had just happened
"Come in" he says, his voice raspy.
I realize how close I still am to him, so I quickly scoot away as Jenna walks in. Goddammit Jenna, are you serious, I just almost got laid. Holy shit, he's married. Oh fuck. This is really messed up. "Hey guys. Uh, Josh, can I talk to you?" I looked at Tyler and I saw him shaking his head with approval. He was sitting on the bed with his hands awkwardly placed in his lap. Why are his hands like that? Does he have a b- oh my goD I TURNED TYLER JOSEPH ON.
"Sure." I stated, staying seated, presuming she'd come to me.
"Um, in private please Josh." She said awkwardly.
"Oh, right, coming." Am I getting hit on by both Joseph's?
***Tyler's POV***
I sit on the bed, watching Josh walk out with my wife. How am I gonna tell Jenna? What am I going to do. That was a mistake. Holy shit he's hot. I notice for the first time, watching his muscular arms go to close the door. He notices me staring at him and smiles at me. I look away to hide the blush on my face as he closes the door.
Once they're both out and the door is completely shut, I rush over to the it and put my ear up to it.
***AUTHOR'S NOTE***
Why are you even reading this, it's garbage.
Speaking of which, thank you for continuing to read this, although it's garbage. I don't expect anyone to do this, but tell your friends (or even your fam, like if you wanna tell your momma, and her spaghetti) about this fanfic, even if they aren't into the band. Maybe this can influence them into liking it! Although, I will warn you, there will most likely be smut so... stay mature kids. Also, are these chapters too short? Thanks! Bye, have a nice day XOXO!
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In Love ~ |Twenty Øne Piløts| A Joshler fanfic
FanficTrigger warnings: cutting, depression Will likely be smut in the future Josh is in love with Tyler but Tyler is in love with Jenna. Tyler and Jenna's beautiful relationship is tearing Josh apart as his fans start to slowly notice him getting sadder...