Chapter 1 ~ I Deserve It ~

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I decided to start anyway. There will be smut and fluffy shit in this but I will warn you all before a smut scene so you can just skip it if you would like to! if you have any advice or find any mistakes please comment telling me. thanks! here ya go!

~Deadlox POV ~

I had my back against the wall as far from my bedroom door as possible, ready for my 'punishment' for sneaking a piece of his pizza. What does he expect when he uses all his money for buying beer and pizza? I have to eat somehow. I heard his slurred, hateful words to my step-mom. I couldn't believe this was 'my' dad! I jumped from a loud crash somewhere downstairs. I listened to my step-mom, Jessica, yelp in pain. I stumbled over to my green headphones to drown out the sounds. As soon as my finger tip brushed the green plastic I heard thumping as my dad drug his drunk body up the stairs toward my room. I started to panic and put my head in between my knees in a ball. I was breathing hard, holding my hand over my racing heart and hoping it wouldn't burst! I didn't even want to see his face right now! He suddenly barged into my old room, and his face was tomato red with bulging veins. "Where did you put the damn switch!" he yells at me as I try to back up in the corner of my room. "Is Jessica ok?" I asked, trying to stall him (I didn't even care) my dad walked a little closer to me then yelled with spit, "I ASKED YOU WHERE YOU HID IT FAGGOT, SO I CAN GIVE YOU THE PUNISHMENT YOU DESERVE!!" I felt my bottom lip quiver while my bangs hid the one eye, as the other one was holding back tears of anger and fear. I didn't answer and got a smack across the face for that. "I will just smack you to death then!" He said with a calmer tone than before (which wasn't good). He is gonna beat me and I just won't give a shit. I like the pain now. I really do deserve it. I really am a faggot. I believed everything he said to me. SMACK! my head crashed into the wall behind me as he pulled his fists back. The impact from that hit was so fucking hard I thought I was bleeding. I reached for my head and mumbled "Sky..." Silence...then, "What the hell did you just say? You want him, faggot?" I guess I said that too loud. I flinched as a punch was thrown my way. I didn't feel it at first, but then I felt my lip swell with warm liquid running down my lip. 'Blood' I thought. "Get up and get in the bathroom!" Shit. I was going to be drowned by this bastard.

AUTHORS NOTE!!!!

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