Skylox~cuts and secrets~

Chapter 15 ~i dont wanna go back there~

Hey guys sorry for not updating frequently. I am trying. I want to be able to enjoy writin this story and I hope you guys enjoy reading this story as well. Anyways here ya go lovelies!!  

~sky POV~ 

Deadlox's face turn white as a ghost as soon as he finished his statement. The simple words seem to worry him. He clinched his stomach with his hand in pain and started breathing hard. It didn't take long for him to get up and run to the bathroom. I heard him slam the creaky bathroom door and I got up to help him. I gently slid through the hallway and pressed my ear gently against the door to hear the swish of water in the toilet being flushed. I opened the door and peeked through the small slit because I didn't really want to go in (I hate puke) "Deadlox you ok?" I speak softly through the wooden door..... There was no reply so I swung the door open still in fear of what I might see. I opened my bathroom door to the familiar 17 year old curled into a ball sobbing aggressively into his hands. For a moment, it did it again. Everything was in slow motion. Ty's back was slowly rising and falling from the deep inhales and exhales but it was in slow motion. Like when I knocked down Ty's door to find him passed out. Then I realized that was the boy I loved. I came back to reality and rushed over to his frail body trying to comfort him. "I-I don't want t-to go back t-there, Adam." he said weakly between sobs. I place my hand and draped it over his shoulders and pulled him into a big hug. He wraps his long arms around me and finishes sobbing into my chest. His exhales were warm on my chest. I pull him away from my protective body to find his hair all messy and stuck to his wet face. I pull the hair out of his eyes and start to speak, "We can wait-" he cut me off with a big slobbery kiss and pulled away faster than intended. "Thanks babe." he says looking deeply into my face. I pick him up and give him a playful piggy back ride to our room where I get a glance at the clock. 8:00 I am sure deadlox is exhausted. I throw him on my budder bed and grab my phone. "Let's go to bed. We can go tomorrow." I say while slipping into the covers. I hear him give a faint whimper and see him looking at his hands, twiddling his thumbs nervously. I look up from my phone and state,"Tomorrow." and he glances up from the blankets to give me a slight smile and kiss on the cheek. he rolls over and I turn off the lamp. His hands wiggle around my torso and we slowly fall into a deep sleep.

~deadlox POV~

"Why sky?" 

"Why us?" 

"Why me?" 

"I thought you loved me but I guess not. Believe me, I couldn't even love myself. I'm done. You were keeping me here, on earth. But I guess you do need me and I don't need you." I murmur like a insane person to myself. A light breeze hits my back making my body shiver. I take a deep breath in and let go of everything. I let go of sky. I let go of the memories. I lean forward letting all my weight bring my closer to separation from the world. I feel the wind through my hair and I could hear it pass my ears. I felt like I was flying. I took in my last and final breath and remembered my favorite smell. In my mind I could just hear the sound of crunchy leaves under my feet while walking home from school. That smell was familiar. The smell of sky. that smell was the last thing I remembered before seeing his face.  

Darkness.

AUTHORS NOTE 

sorry for not updating frequently. :c I hope to enjoyed the chapter and don't forget to hit the vote button with a hammer. #deadloxapproved (I am not responsible for any broken electronics)