Crossed Fingers

5. Can't Handle Love

Whats up people, so here's chapter 5. Hope you guys like it. Fan us or vote our story xoxo 

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Chapter 5

(Lauryne P.O.V)

I rush to my class at 7.53am which is english. I sit down in the third row. Im seven minutes early, partly because i like to be punctual and partly because I didn't have anyone to chat with since Emma and Jenna are not here yet.

I glance at my phone, no reply. Well maybe he gave up on me or just maybe...okay i think i should stop thinking. Focus lauryne, focus. I have a lot of assingments to do but here i am thinking about Jake.

Shortly thereafter, Jenna enter the class along with Emma and they sit next to me.

"Hey, Jake wants to talk to you." Jenna said. "Like desperately."

"That's weird, because he didn't reply my text." I blurted out.

"Yeah he wants to meet you at the cafeteria right after this class and...."

Emma cut her off. "Um guys, I think we have a new english teacher."

The new english teacher shuffles in, he breathes slowly and with great labour through his wide open mouth. He takes tiny steps towards the whiteboard.

"My name," he paused, "is Dr. Weasley. I have a first name of course. So far as you concerned it, it is Doctor. Your parents pay a great deal of money so that you can attend collage here, and I expect that you will offer them some return on their investment by reding what I tell you to read when I tell you to read it and consistently attending this class. And when you are here, you will listen to what I say and you shall do what i ask you to do. Is that clear? Yes? Good."

He looks old and creepy, I bet he is as old as my grandparents.

"I have a vision that this new teacher is going to suffer us like crazy." Emma whispered.

"This year, I'll be teaching some words and idioms that all of you never heard before. And in my classes, I will talk most of the time and you will listen most of the time. Im sure some of you do not like lecture classes, but as you have probably noted, Im not as young as I used to be. I would love to spend my remaining breathe chatting with you about idioms and literature."

I hate discussion classes and I hate how Dr. Weasley wants us to listen all the time because i'll end up sleeping on my desk.

After two hours of english, I look at Jenna and Emma and says "So, he is waiting for me at the cafeteria, now?"

"Yeah, do you want us to go with you?"

"Nahh, I'll be fine."

I walk out of the classroom and head straight to the cafeteria. I am so nervous that I cant even feel my legs. I dont know which direction im walking to. I can hear and feel my heartbeat. It feels as though there is a sledge hammer in my chest pounding back and forth. Oh god why do I get nervous, Its just Jake. Maybe Im afraid of what happen next. A part of me still wants him, another part of me has no idea. I still love him though but I cant accept that he lied. I hate it when someone lies to me. Suddenly i feel like someone holds my hand, I turn around and I saw Jake.

"Follow me I wanna show you something." He said while grabbing my hand.

I follow him to the stairs and finally to the rooftop. I look around and I saw plants and many many of beautiful flowers. And fairylights and decorations.

"You did this?"

"I dont want to brag but yeah, with the help of your friends." He took a few steps towards me.

"Wow amazing but sorry I dont like flowers." I turned around but he grabbed my hand.

"Look, I know youre upset, mad and I dont deserve you but please listen, Im sorry I lied to you, the reason why I did this is because all of my ex-girlfriends are using me, they just want my money. They cheated on me, they've been using and playing me. So im never really into girls until I met you. You, lauryne. But a part of me saying that maybe I should....."

"Lie?" I continue.

"Take precaution. And yes, lie. but youre not like those girls, you are different. You accept me for who I am. Just when my life was falling apart suddenly you came into my life unexpectedly, gave me sleepless nights, I just cant stop thinking about you. You made me believe in love again. Cheesy I know but Its true. Give me one more chance please, I love you." He looked into my eyes.

I swear to god I feel like bursting into tears.

I bite my bottom lips and says "I must admit that I love you too, I forgive you Jake and im sorry im....."

"shh shh." He put one finger on my lips.

He pull my waist and kisses me softly as he press his lips againts mine, it might have last a few seconds but it feels like an eternity. I could hear his heavy breathing and my heart beating in my chest. he press his lips againts mine repeatedly. Its good that I had strawberry flavored lip gloss on since strawberries are his favorite. He wrap his arms around me and place his hand to the lower part of my back tracing his fingers across my back. With his other hand, he push my hair away from my face and starts to kiss me again and then release me.

It's official. I'm too weak to handle a good kisser. Too weak to handle a sexy hot guy. Too weak to handle love. And yet i thought of playing hard-to-get. Who am i kidding? Being with Jake is all i want. No more cold war, i can't afford to feel that emptiness again.

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Finally done for chapter 5, so what do you guys think? Tell us if we made any mistakes alright? ;) Thank you for reading. It'll mean so much to us.

-Tra