I see the pounds rising fast and high
It makes me wonder why
Why I can't be the right size
And why they won't look into my eyes
I sit here and hate it from day in and day out
But I can't make myself take any other route
I want to learn to love myself
My body, my brains, and other things
But it's hard to feel happy when all you see is the hurtful and hateful words spoken quietly
I know it will happen
Some day some time
That I will snap
And I will love mine
But until then
Don't tell me
I don't want to know
What YOU think of my body
It isn't a show
I'll tell you to shut up
As I wipe away the tears
Because I have to be a big girl
For many more years
