I am sitting here
Waiting for a friend
I can't seem to find her
And my messages won't send
A handsome man sits next to me
Talks a lot
And is the perfect person from what I can see
I excuse myself while I go to call my friend
She doesn't answer
I come right back and say this is the end
He tells me I can't go
We have more talking to do
I really must leave
Just finish your drink he coos
I finish the drink
And I feel kind of tipsy
He leads me out the door
And tells me I am just a tease
I try to leave
But his arms are too strong
He drives me to his house
I know this is wrong
He carries me up
Up to his room
I know what he is going to do
I must assume
He pins me down
and lays on me
I start to cry
He doesn't seem to see
I try to be brave
I can't do it anymore
I black out
And I wake up very sore
He hurt me a lot
That awful night
When I told my parents
We got in a fight
It isn't my fault
It wasn't my clothes
It didn't matter how careful I was
I received a life I never chose
That night was a horror
That I always will hate
I still have nightmares
And I wake up late
But also that night
Something else happened
I became a mother
To a little baby girl
I now have a life
That I'm proud to live
No one is disgusted by me
Or the speeches I give
Because life will move on
You are still you
And you have not changed
And we all know that's true
