I hear their words
They hurt and hate
I don't know why
I'm starting I'm starting to cry
I try to stay positive
It's gets harder and harder
I become a different person to everyone
A different friend, sister, and daughter
I decide one night
that I have had enough
I can't stand the pain
That's inside my brain
I take it
And make it
More physical pain
As I feel the blood pouring from my open vein
I carve the words deep
As deep as their hatred
I scream out in agony
As I drop to the floor
My arm is covered in blood
And so is the knife
I keep cutting and cutting
Ruining my life
