We first went to the gas station so I could get a drink but my mom knew I didn't eat much for dinner so she made me get a snack. She knows how light headed I can get during stuff like this. We got back in the car. She hugged me and told me she loved me. I said it back. Then she spoke again while we were going down the road saying "don't say anything Iit the relatives or any of Tim's friends that are t he re say they're mad at him for leaving or if they say it was a selfish act. It's just their way of grieving. Just don't be mad at him baby. He wanted to go back home with the Lord so he did." I told my mom how my grandma was worried that he went to hell for doing the "unforgivable" sin. My mom's response is now my belief. "If our Lord and savior will put a hurt or broken soul in he'll for eternity then I don't want to trust him with my life." I agreed with her with a nod of my head. We finally arrived from what seemed forever because of how deep into life our conversation was. We got out. The first thing I did was run to your dad and hug him tight while crying. I then hugged your step mom who you called mom tight while crying. Your friends then showed up. Your best friend and his brother. They were talking about good times with you. I got in the conversation and shared how you used to play dolls with me when I was 9 and 10. We were silent for a little bit. I then dropped to the ground crying saying I miss you. I was the only one crying at the moment. My mom was trying to get me to stand up but I wouldn't budge. I finally stood up and she hugged me. She looked down at my thighs. I already knew what she was looking at.
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My Life Without You
Non-FictionSince you've left us here on earth we have all been miserable and a lot of stuff has went down. Like drama, family fights, lots of tears, etc. But if you were here life would be better and I'd be sane. But I'm not, I'm a nervous wreck. And I am happ...
