She asked me if those were what she thought they were. I was honest and said yes and then a quiet sorry came out of my mouth. She hugged me while crying and whispered this to me. "No. Baby don't be sorry. You didn't know how to handle the pain. I do wish you'd stop. And I know you're not ok right now. And that's ok. Sometimes it's ok not to be ok. You know? But please don't leave me like Tim left. You're my world baby. You're my little girl. And I love you. I'd die without you in my life. It's your job to bury me. Not me to bury you." We were both crying now. And she just looked at me again and started talking. She said she wouldn't tell my grandma but she doesn't want me doing it again. I said ok. I hugged your dad and step mom and said "I love you good bye" because my friend's mom wanted to see me cause she heard the news. She said my friend could stay the night that night and I was ok with it. We came back and it was around 5pm. We left at 10pm. Before we left they said my friend found you. Chase Knusta. They said he found your body.
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My Life Without You
Non-FictionSince you've left us here on earth we have all been miserable and a lot of stuff has went down. Like drama, family fights, lots of tears, etc. But if you were here life would be better and I'd be sane. But I'm not, I'm a nervous wreck. And I am happ...
