When I got home I had WiFi so I was able to text Chase and say sorry he had to find that. He then gave me a number and told me to call it. I called it. It wasnt Chase it was his cousin. I think his name is Jayden. I don't remember because I blacked out that night. But he told me what the scene looked like. You were on their property but you didnt know, you then pulled over and climbed in the back seat and shot yourself at the top of the head. When he told me I was sitting down calmly just crying.He then told me if I needed to talk to anyone I could talk to him or Chase. I was happy I had someone to talk to but I wanted to die. I wanted to be with you. No one has any idea how much this hurts me to face the fact that you're actually gone. But I knew that you wanted me to live on. That's what I'm doing....I'm trying....so far I'm still living but I'm filled with despair. This was the day I wanted to cut...but I didn't, only for you....I cried myself to sleep for weeks...I love you.
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My Life Without You
No FicciónSince you've left us here on earth we have all been miserable and a lot of stuff has went down. Like drama, family fights, lots of tears, etc. But if you were here life would be better and I'd be sane. But I'm not, I'm a nervous wreck. And I am happ...
