Hold Me Over

Ten

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CAMILA

I didn’t realized how close Normani and I were until she disappeared for a few hours, I felt something like an ache in my chest when she wasn’t preforming with me, and not to mention it was like the only time I could see Normani completely happy and completely in her element. Almost any other time, she has on a straight face and is completely silent.

So when I asked her to sit with me for the movie she gave me a smile and wrapped her arms around I counted it as a win.

I also ignored the fact Lauren was giving me a death glare, whatever; she had Normani in that room alone for like twenty minutes.

A lot can happen in twenty minutes.

Normani placed her head in my hair and sucked in breath, I almost let out a snide comment about being like a puppy when she breathed out “missed you” and my breath was suddenly caught in my throat and my face was set a flame.

I let a giggle out of my mouth though, and a little time later Normani set a kiss to the side of my lips and I felt that electric feeling again. I let my body lean up against her and I watched the Ravenswood silently. Every time I jumped or closed my eyes Normani would whisper in my ear wrap her arms tighter around me “you’re OK… it’s fine… relax Mila…”

So, I guess watching scary stuff on TV wasn’t so bad.

And I’m pretty sure Normani wasn’t even watching the movie and more like watching and feeling me breath, it wasn’t a creepy as it should be either, but I won’t admit to anyone that I actually really liked it. But when Ravenswood was over and we we’re all headed back to our own apartment Normani grabbed my hand at the door.

“Stay,” was all she said.

I looked into her dark eyes and I could tell there was something deep there that I couldn’t understand so I closed my mouth and nodded, the side of Normani’s lips turned up and took my hand intertwining our fingers and led me to her bedroom we were almost there when Lauren’s voice rang out to meet us.

“Camz… can we talk for a second?” her voice sounded weak and I turned to see her looking down at her hair and nowhere to where I was, I looked back at Normani and she shrugged one arm

“I’ll wait for you inside” she said and took her hand away and went into her bedroom closing the door behind her.

I look at Lauren’s green eyes and raise an eyebrow “What is it..?”

Lauren lets out a shaky breath “well, I’ve been doing a lot of thinking and I just think that we should go out on a date, like a real one. Is that OK with you?”

I can feel my eyes widening with surprise “oh,” I say “oh, wow did not see that one coming.”

Lauren gives me a hesitant smile “is that a yes?” she says and suddenly she looks so young, so innocent even in leather and red lipstick and throughout everything in this moment she looks so innocent that I smile just a brightly as she does

“Yeah, yeah, let’s do it.”

Lauren smiles even wider “great, great. OK, yeah, how about tomorrow? After our show in New York?”

I nod “Cool,”

Lauren smiles and gives me a wave and starts to turn away but just as quickly she turns back to me and smashes her lips to mine. I can’t even breathe it happens so quickly.

Slowly her lips come off of mine and her lips linger for just a moment longer then she pulls away. She catches her breath and gives me one last smile before turning around and heading to her bedroom.

I stand there dumbfounded for I don’t know how long and finally go into Normani’s bedroom and close the door tightly behind me and lean up against it with my eyes closed. I can feel Normani watching me but she doesn’t say anything which I am very grateful for, when I open my eyes I stare back into her eyes.

“I got you some sweatpants and a T-shirt. They should fit you.” She turns and points at the dresser and looks back at me “everything OK?”

I nod my head “Not yet, OK? Not yet”

Normani gives a quick nod of the head then turns and gets in bed under the covers.

I move over to the dresser and I’m just about to pull my shirt over my head when I turn back to Normani “Don’t look”

Normani gives me a full smirk then smacks and hand over her eyes. I wish she could’ve seen me roll mine. Quickly I dress in clothes that smell like Normani and quickly move to the bed throwing myself under the covers next to Normani, she doesn’t hesitate to wrap her arms around me and spoon me. I giggled. I’ve never spooned before. I liked this, I liked her arms around me and holding me close, Normani was warm and I could feel her hiding herself in my neck, it made me happy.

We stay like that but I’m too wild up to sleep I try to keep still but my legs keep kicking back and worth. Mani lets out a groan.

“Why are you thinking so loud?” she sighs “what did Laur say to you out there?”

I sigh and stiffen in her arms; she knows it too and just pulls me closer.

“She asked me out on a date, Mani.”

Normani’s breath is hot against my neck and I’m trying my hardest to not freak out.

“Oh,” is all she says for a while “did you not want her too or something…?”

I sigh and turn so I can face Normani, she keeps hands around my waist and pulls me closer if that’s even possible.

“I thought I did, I mean she was what I wanted for a while, and now…” I break off.

“And now…?” Mani says

“I’ve made my choice.  She’s not who I want anymore.” And then I take a leap and put my lips on Normani’s.

Whoo-hoo! Camila has decided! Are you guys happy with her choice lemme know! :) oh! And did anyone else watch Ravenswood? I did it was AWESOME