Hold Me Over

Six

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PS I think it's best if you actaully listen to Heart Beats by Johnnyswin as you read this! It makes sense hehe

THE NEXT DAY

So saying that it was awkward living with Normani now is a huge understatement.

She closed off again and isn’t really talking to me, I love Normani but she gets so shy at times, I never want to say anything to her because in the end I may just hurt her feelings.

She spends all her time in the basement dancing in the little studio we made for her, she plays a lot of Beyoncé and a lot of folk-pop I had gotten her to listen to over this past year, I can tell that she feels really conflicted about things because of the music she listens to, and tonight since we have our day off she keeps replaying “Heart Beats” by Johnnyswim  I can hear the music clearly, but I start heading down the stairs to see her move, I walk down silently trying not to scare her out of dancing as the music blast

 

I wanna run, where no one else can follow me

Find a calm, from the wreckage, and danger of this swelling sea.

I continue to walk down the steps and stop down by the door that leads to the dance studio, it’s half open and I can see Normani spinning, spinning, and spinning, it’s like she won’t stop. I open the door more and step in, staying on the wall, I can tell Normani’s eyes are closed so I’m safe for now, she can’t kick me out if she can’t see me.

I’m Just a girl, from dust I came, I’ll Return

So please, don’t spare your mercy

I need your love at every turn

The way she dances takes my breath away, it’s not her usual hip hop, it’s a beautiful contemporary, she moves with the music, dancing out her emotions.

The song continues to play and she jumps spinning into the air and landing on one foot, then goes into an arabesque, she moves so swiftly on her toes then goes into a Six O’clock. 

I feel it coursing through my veins, like fire,

And I,

Feel it coursing through my veins, like fire,

And I,

Feel you, coursing through my veins, like fire.

Normani explodes into spins, kicking out one leg as she goes, she looks so beautiful, hair spinning wildly, and that glint in her eyes. I count how many times she spins

One… two… three… four…

She stops at six, and I’m pretty sure it’s only because the song is over.

She stops spinning slowly and her chest is heaving up and down, I know dancing is hard work but Normani makes it look effortless, her beauty is outstanding.

I clap my hands “That was beautiful Normani, you’re a great dancer.”

She continues to look at me, chest still rising up and down “Thank you Laur, means a lot.” She grabs her Gatorade from the floor and sits down as Summertime Sadness by Lana Del Rey begins to play I smile, I’m glad I stole her iPod and added most of my music to it, I knew she would love it a lot.

Normani sits down and begins to stretch out her legs, she doesn’t say anything, but looks at me, waiting for me to say something.

“So,” I say “What’s up?”

She just gives me a look that says “don’t you see me stretching?”

I sigh and blurt out what’s been on my mind “So, you’re mad at me right?”

Normani looks up at me again and raises an eyebrow “No,”

“Well, you barely spoken a word to me since that thing with Camila”

Normani sighs “It’s like you don’t understand how delicate she is, she wanted you to come after her. Not me, she settled for me. So why don’t you go talk to Mila and see where your friendship stands. If that’s even what you can call that, a friendship.”

I think about her words before I speak, it would have been easy to snap on her, but I don’t. I don’t want Normani to be upset with me, she’s my best friend and I have feelings for her, seeing her makes my heart pound and for that feeling to crawl up between my legs. I really like this girl and she doesn’t get that.

“Because Normani… you’re the one I want right now.”

I move so I’m sitting right in front of her, I want her to see me, I want her to look at me, I want her to know what’s going on in my head.

She looks back at me her face a total mask, I may just be about to make a fool of myself but I don’t care. I touch the back of her neck and press our lips together.

I feel that feeling in my belly again that makes me want to shake uncontrollably, but she’s not responding, not kissing back and not pulling away either.

So I take another step so I’m sitting in her lap and lick at her lips, I feel her hands come around my waist and then fall down to land on my ass, she finally responds opening her mouth for me and grips my booty tightly. I wrap my legs around her and grind up against her front.

I moan against her mouth.

We stay like that for a while, then she pulls away breathing heavy.

“I really like you, you understand that don’t you?”

She just nods and kisses me again “Yeah, I know.”

A/N: So, what do you think is going on in Normani’s head? She isn’t saying much… Let me know what you think! Comment Below! I love you guys