My Alpha Mate Rejects Me!!

Well then

[hi my lovelies! so I'm writing this in school bc I have nothing better to do (: so don't be mad if it sucks because I'm very sorry if it does. hope you enjoy!]

Lilly's pov

I ran away from him trying to get far as I can so he wouldn't hear me cry. I change into my wolf form and just keep running I mind link the girls telling ten what happened and how I beat the shit out of Nicki the slut.

Leanne and Shay give me props on kicking the bitches ass but Jaci is just worried that I'm going to get into trouble for pretty much challenging the soon to be alpha. 'Jaci stop caring so much about me getting into trouble.' 'but he could like kick you out of the pack!' Jaci wines. 'oh shut up Jaci!' Leanne yells. ' god damn it everyone shut up!' I yell before blocking them all out.

I keep on run, not slowing down, to into my thoughts. I don't even hear that there was anyone around me until I was push to the ground. I feels the tingles full my body. 'what the fuck!' I mind linked him I'm pretty sure I sounded just as mad as I really was.

'I needed you to stop and I tried to tell u to stop in my link but u blocked me and everyone out. so that was my only option.' He was even panting in our mind link.

'Oh well then I see.' I say nodding my head.

'Can we change back so we can just talk?' he is look me straight in the eyes. well shit. I nod my head yes and change back trying to cover up with my hands. He laughs at me and hands me his shirt that in his mouth. "I take it you have clothes hidden everywhere out here" I ask in a smart way and he rolls his eyes. He changes back into his human form and I couldn't help but check him out hoping he didn't see me too it. "Like what you see?" he says with a smirk. Shit he seen. I look away blushing not smiling but blushing. "Why are you looking away that makes you look weak?" I look bad at him with an evil look and he keeps his face with out emotions. "your one to talk about someone being weak!" I hiss back at him. that took him by surprise and let a hurt and then anger flash across his face. "How dare you! I am your soon to be alpha and your mate! You WILL show me RESPCT!" the mate part made me smirk at with discuss. "You are my soon to be alpha BUT you are NOT my MATE! Or did you forget you rejected me before you even knew me! I didn't even get a chance at happiness noooo of corse not you crushed that the first chance you got!" I spit the last part out like it was acid in my mouth.

My eyes started to fill up with tears. A single tear fell but I quickly wiped it away. "Don't you dare even call yourself my mate." I say before walking away this time blocking him out but let making sure he doesn't tackle me down to the ground again. I just leave him standing there.

I make it back to the pack house around 9 p.m. ish and go to my room where my three best friends are sitting on my bed. One look at them and feel like I'm about to brake. and of corse they had to ask the magic three words "are you okay?" they said it all at the same time. tears start to fall "no I'm not okay." I shake my head. okay fall was an understatement, tears were gushing. "I yelled at him and told him he isn't my mate. He looked so hurt and I felt him there watching me walk away from him. I'm a horrible mate." I cry even harder after the words are out of my mouth.

I felt a hard slap on my arm. "what wa that for I look at Shay and ask. "because your being a baby about shit! I understand he's your mate and rejected you but come on be a man about it you don't see him crying do you, no you dont! in stead u see him fucking Nicki the slut. I'm tired of seeing you crying so go out on some sexy ass clothes that we just bought and we are going to the party to night!" Shay yells. wait Shay yells I'm to stunned to do anything. she just yelled at me. the fuck?!

"GO! NOW!" she yells again. I pretty much run into my closet looking for something sexy to ware. "You guys too!" she yells at the other girls and they run to their rooms as well.

~~~~~30 minutes later~~~~~

I finally found something sexy to wear to this party and I decide to jump into the shower I get out and blow dry my hair I straighten it and now time for my make up. I add a little eyeliner on top and bottom, then I put on so mascara, I add a little bit of lip gloss to show off my full lips. I decide it's time to put on my clothes. I find a sexy hot pink push up bra with matching lace panties that only cover like 1/4 of my butt cheeks. I then side on my super short jean shorts that show a little of my butt. I then pull on my half shirt that's lime green that says 'Hi Boys' it shows of my toned tan tummy and my tribal tattoo that I just got about a week before we moved here. I chose to wear my white and lime green DC with hot pink socks. I put my I <3 boobies belt on. I check myself out in the mirror and get a huge smile on my face because I feel good for once. One thing was missing and that would be my bracelets. I hurry and slip them on. There perfect.

Shortly after I was done getting read the three girls come in to the room and they all check me out admiring my outfit and I do the same to them. Shay was wear white deme short with a black tank top with a bright purple shirt the showed her cleavage with her purple convers. Leanne was wearing red tight skinny jeans a white zip up hoodie and a black tank top under it with black vans. Jaci is wearing her black skinny jeans with the rips down the legs and looked like was fading gray in the center with a blue hoodie and a white tank top under it with her normal high tops. Shay curled her hair, Leanne left hers naturally wavy, and Jaci crimped it. I have to admit we were all looking hot for this party. "Damn we look good!" I finally say. they all laughed and agreed with me. "we told your parents and they think it will be good for u so let's go."

We get in to my car and start to head over to third in command John's house. He's really into parties so I hear their really crazy. We got there and people were every were. The stoner wolves were on the side of the house getting high, people were during on the porch and the music from in side was crazy loud we could hear it a mile away.

It was only 10:30 p.m. and it was this crazy already. Of corse I've never been to a party so I dont really know how they work. I park the car about a block away. good thing he lives out in the country. As we walk up to the front door we all were getting checked out when I seen my childhood friend jake standing by the front door. "oh my god jake is that you?" I say walking bet to him. "Lilly holy shit you super sexy now! how are you?" I blushed and looked away "thank you not so bad yourself. I've been better. Wanna hang out with me?" I asked him wit a goofy smile on my face. "Sure. wanna go get something to drink?" "sure. Care is my friends come with us?" "no not at all." We made our way in side to the kitchen. Have made us all two shots each of something strong. It will take more then that to get us drunk though because werewolves have an extremely fast metabolism so it takes longer to get us drunk but I can see these people have been partying way before we got here. He have me 3 more shots and I was start to really feel it. "Wanna dance with me?" he asks in my ear but I don't answer because of what I see. As jake whispers in to go dancing with him I see me 'mate' making out while grinding with Nicki. Of corse my night has been made (sarcasm). "Sure lets dance." I grab his hand and drag him out on the dance floor. My 'mate' can't get mad at me or him for anything he rejected me and he's over there sucking face. I get him on the dance and he grabs my hips and turns me so my back in to his chest.

I press myself against him and start moving my hip grinding on him. we started to really get into the dancing when we started to realize other people were watching us. jake keeps dancing so do I he takes my hand and spins me and pulls me back to his chest I then wrap one leg around his waist and he dips me down so low and my head is almost on the ground. jake then kisses my neck and I hear a very loud grown that send shivers down my spine and back.

He pulls me back up and bows his head to Jace. "Oh come on I'm having fun and you have to come and ruin it for me really! why don't you go and fuck another whore and leave me alone!" I scream at him not even caring about everyone around me. Jace grabs my hand and practically drags me out of the house "LET ME GO!" I scream and try to pull my arm free of his grasp which only makes him grab harder.

"Let me go." I say in a whisper as my tears start to fall no that we're deep in the woods. I don't even try to stop the tears from falling anymore everything that has gone wrong that I held in has finally broke me. "You had no right to scream that at me in front of MY pack! They look up to me I'm going to be their leader. You can't call me a whore in front of everyone! GREAT now I'm sure everyone knows now that YOUR my mate! Fucking Great!" that makes me cry even harder knowing he is ashamed that I'm his mate. I knew he didn't want me but it hurts hearing these words.

"Go to hell Jace! I didn't choose to be your mate! I didn't and don't want this! I don't want to feel this way, I hate the fact that I'm your mate! I prayed to the moon goddess that my mate would love me and want me to be his, but she was sadly mistaken matching me with you! You don't want me.. I know why I know all the reasons why." I whisper the last part trying to calm myself before I completely crumble. "Tonight was my night to have fun, to forget you. Why do you keep hurting me. Rejecting me is one thing but through inch it in my face is another." I finally get my voice to sound stronger.

Jace just stands there looking puzzled trying to come up with something to say. I finally get sick of waiting and take off runny slipping out of his grasp and ran like my life depended on it, which somehow it did. I keep running till I'm at the back house and I run up the stairs and into me room and lock the door. So no one can get into my room. I pace back and forth trying to escape this horrible feelings of hurt an pain. Only thing I come up with is death.

[okay lovelies I know this part of the story might be long or short I feel like it's long but I don't really know BUT I'm thinking about writing another one to night on jaces pro but I'm going to leave it at this point with Lilly bc I feel like it's a good cliff hanger makes y'all sit on the edge of ur chair hoping to fined out DOES LILLY KILL HERSELF? keep reading to find out (; I hope you enjoyed love you all that's for reading!!!]