Crimson

Your Tears Are Mine, So Cry

Sora p.o.v

I have offical gained a cold which is unusal for my kind. I'm not suppost to be sick, but here i am in bed with a fever. I'm a little happy know so that means i dont have to face going to school and explaining my silver eyes. Contacts could be my answer, but others wont let this down. 

"I'm heading out need anything" Dianna asked. Since they didn't trust me her and Zero had a stake out watching me. "Yes" i said. My voice was a little horse but i was fine. Zero wasn't leaving so Dianna had her mom call in about our sickness and the other days i missed. If all fails she might take us out and home school us for a bit.

I was way behind and all i wanted to do was cry. I never been this far behind everyone and if i go back i might end up doing worst. I would ask Dianna to grab me notes and stuff, but like me she was behind to and was struggling. 

"Don't stress your self we'll be fine" Dianna said. She left after that so i was alone again. It didn't bother me to be alone it was great. Being surrounded by other people cause me to be a nerves wreck and i usually like it better if i was in charge of my situation. 

"Sora" Zero asked. My head snapped to the door where a half asleep and half sick Zero stood. the effects of being mate began as my heart ached to see him struggling.

"You should be resting" i said. "I had to make sure you didn't leave" he said. "I won't" i said. He was being a little annoying by doing  that. "If your so concern if i leave then come lay next to me" i said without thinking. 

I mentally slapped myself for doing that. I didn't mean for that to slip out but it did. His face flashed a sahde red from fever as he sank down next to me. He laid back and stared at the ceiling. His breathing was a little ragged worring me. I wasn't that bad, but he he shouldn't be like this. 

"You don't sound to good" i said. "I'm not suppost to get this way, I don't know why i am" he said. I touched his arm which was burning. "Ouch your scourching" i hissed. "Touch me again" he whispered. My eyes arched together at that request. Placing my hand against his fore arm he let out a sigh of relief.

"Your touch is soothing" he cooed. His eyes open and they were a ember color. His wolf was surfacing. Arms wrapped around me pulling me down against his hot body. My body began to overburn. "Ouch" i hissed. He growled at me when i tried to move. "Stop" he said in a low angry voice. 

"Please Zero your hurting me" i said. He tighten his grip on me. I sucked in a breath of cold air. Giving up i laid my head against his chest. He seemed to loosen his grip at this. I could fell his breath catch. I looked up once the smell of salt hit my nose. Tears streamed down his face as he moved his arm to cover his face up. 

"Zero, Zero why are you crying" i asked. He began to cry more. I sat up to where i strattled him and i took his hands away from his face. His eyes were normal and were slightly puffy and swollen. "I hurt you" he whispered.

My body went into a series of hot flashes at that saying. I hissed crushing my tongue. I could fell blood dripping down my tongue now. His alertness perked up at the smell of my blood. "You hurt yourself" he said. 

"Zero were you fighting your tears" i asked lookign down. "Yea i don't want to cry" he said. "Your tears are mine, so cry" i whispered. He gave me a look of aww. "Where you learn that" he asked. 

"It's something my mom would tell me when i was younger. I was real cry baby, but yet i held my tears in for some unknown reason" i said. "Well i don't see the meaning of that statement" he said. 

I sighed runing my hand down his chest. "It's a old saying that means 'When a friend crys you should help them. Even if you want to cry you should lead both of them out of darkness"" i said.