Trying to repair what we never had its harder that trying to live someone
you hate
Trying to be better for you
Is like an impossible task
When all you do is tell me
The things I do wrong
Trying to make you realize your in denial
Its like trying to give up caffeine
Hard but not impossible
Trying to help you
Is like trying to make a tiger a vegetarian
Impossible
Because I can't even help myself
Trying to have a relationship
When we never had one
Not in nine years
It breaks my heart
