When the feeling inside of you hurt so bad you feel like you're collapsing from the inside out the cuts bring pain from the numb feeling when your hair falls out from the ptsd the people just laugh when your popularity just dies down when you push the wall so many times that your knuckles are dripping and mind is a wreckmy body is a total mess no longer able to care for myselfwhen you're such a mess your mind collapses from all the pressureing press you're happy well not for long my brain says to my heart never ending sadness is what he intended for me the weapon used to only come out at night or when I was alone but now my weapon is more bold and decided to come out in public when it wants lies are overloaded my body my tears are collapsing my plug is only so far away before I electrocute myself tocut to the end the black angel wing ssending me straight to hell from the pain that was decayed in my brain when you push past the breaking point your brain goes a wire you fall down so far you can't even numb your best friend becomes your weapon you're drowning in a bath tub of mixed water and bloodthe pills are taking effect no one can stop me no one cares as you fade away don't let the walls down dont let him see the tears as you fade away don't let because if he doesthen he'll know something was wrong with this razor I solemnly swear to never throw away into the die the cuts are getting worse the pills don't work anymore I've only been out three days and I'm already in tears what if last night I cried and I took the razor to my wrist my neck and my thigh and my sides what is last night I died would you care would you cry would you die to see me again you wouldn't neither would you and youwhat is this morning I could by the razor to feel pain the pills will be next would you care would you cry would you die to see made you wouldn't the because of the razor I'm bleeding out my veins severed the pals taking effect and pretty sure I'll be dead
