Tragic Love~ Louis Tomlison

Chapter 3~ Oops

Abbey's pov

 ''Hey honey."

Did Louis just call me honey? How did he know this is my car? Why is he talking to me? I feel like I can't move; I'm frozen.

"...umm." Great now he thinks I'm an idiot. What do I say? Louis is an absolute god, I'm really confused on why he's talking to me. I'm sophomore and he's a senior! I wish Ally was here, she's good at talking to boys, where as boys think I have mental issues when I try to "flirt". I don't understand how girls can act so cool and fun when they talk to boys, I can't even choke out a simple hello. It's been a few seconds and I realize Louis is waiting for a response. "Louis, I didn't think you knew who I was, I.....,"  but Louis cut me off.

   "Of course I know who you are, how could I not? I really want us to be friends."

Louis wants to be friends? With me? I don't know what to say to him so I look down and fidget with my keys, accidentally pulling up my sweater sleeve. I quickly push it back down, I hope Louis didn't see my scars. He grabs my arm and I wince because I know he saw them. I don't want to tell him why I cut, I can't. When my best friend found out, I tried to tell her why I do it  but I couldn't even finish my first sentence without breaking down in tears. I think she understood why because she hasn't brought it up since.

  "Louis please stop!" I say when he starts to push my sleeve up.

   "Shh....." he whispers as I try to wriggle out of his grasp.

   He looks down and gasps.

   "Why would you do this?! You are so perfect and youre hurting yourself!!" I see the anger and concern bubbling up in him beautiful blue eyes.

  "You don't understand..." I whisper, insecure about myself. A few seconds pass and then he looks up at me.

   "You're right...." he mutters, letting go of my arm. He takes a deep breath, gathering himself. "I want to be a part of your life, I want to know why you do this to yourself. I realize we just met, but I feel this connection, this spark. Can't you feel it? I want to know you, Abbey, I need to. Please..." he says. I can see in his eyes that he means what he's saying, but how do I know he's not like the others.

"Louis, I've been hurt so many times. How do I know you won't hurt me?" I say.

"Please just think about it. I'll be here tomorrow after school, at your car. Goodbye, Abbey."

He leans toward me and I instantly freeze. He gently kisses my forehead and I shiver under his touch. We just met and he KISSED me. Maybe it doesn't count because it wasn't on the lips, but it counted in my book for sure. He pulls back and I look into his eyes. I feel like im floating as he holds my gaze.

"Abbey?" he whispers, his breath tickling my face.

"Yes, Louis?" I say as if im under a spell.

"I won't give up on you. I know that we are meant to be together." he says. I watch him as he briskly turns and walks away. I swear that whole thing was a dream because that would never happen to me. I need to get out of here and clear my head. I jump in my car and start it up. As I pull out of the parking lot I'm not really sure where I'm going so I just drive. After a few minutes I come across a little lake and decide to park and sit on the small wooden dock and just think. I pull over on the side of the road and get out. I start to walk towards the dock as I listen to the birds in the trees. I wish I was a bird, so free and pure, not a care in the world. I sit down on the dock and pull of my shoes. I dip my feet in the water as I think about Louis,saying that he "felt a connection, a spark." Im not sure what spark he felt, maybe I was to nervous to notice a connection between us. Wait, Louis said he was going to meet me at my car again tomorrow, I wonder what will happen. I hope I'll be less nervous then today. I'll just close my eyes and rest a minute, im sure that will clear my head.

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I open my eyes and it's dark out. I sit up, my mom will kill me for being out this late, and it's a school night! I quickly look at my phone for the time: 12:42. Im dead, so dead, so very dead. I pull on my shoes and run to my car. I put the key in the ignition and the headlights shine onto the road, I'm sure blinding oncoming drivers. I turn off my brights then pull onto the rode. The lake isn't to far away from my house, maybe a ten minute drive. I pull into the driveway then get out of the car making no noise at all. I cringe when I open the front door and it creaks loudly. I dash up stairs and into my room. I pull on my pajamas and throw my hair into a top knot. I plug my phone in then jump in bed and close my eyes. I hope im not in to much trouble in the morning.

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 The sound of my alarm rings loudly and I flip over and turn it off. I'm incredibly tired from being up so late and I am not looking forward to seeing my mom. I climb out of bed and run to the bathroom. I brush my teeth and wash my face. After I dry off my face, I take my hair down from the bun. I brush out my hair as the curling iron heats up. I quickly put some beachy waves in my hair then pull out my makeup.I put my makeup on in record time then sprint to my room. I open my closet and scan my cloths to find the perfect outfit. I pull on my favorite skinny jeans, a white t-shirt, a fitted hot pink blazer, and some black ballet flats. I look in the mirror and decide to add some earrings and a statement necklace. I grab my phone and my bag and go downstairs. When I walk in the kitchen my stomach flips when I see my mom sitting at the table.

"Hi mom.." I say cautiously.

"Hi babe. I made your favorite dinner last night but you never came home from school. Am I allowed to ask where you were?"

"Mom im so sorry! I went to the lake to clear my head and I fell asleep. Im really sorry I promise it won't happen again. Please don't ground me!"

 "Alright, alright calm down. You're not grounded, but I was worried sick about you!"

"I'm really sorry." I said as I pulled out the milk and cereal.

"I'm gonna leave for work, I'll see you tonight." my mom said as she gave me a hug.

"Bye!" I called as she pulled the door shut. I scarfed down my cereal so I wouldn't be late for school. I grabbed my bag and keys then ran out the door. I started my car and took a deep breath. I wonder what will happen this afternoon with Louis.

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hope you guys like this chapter! srry I haven't updated in a while ive been mega busy with school and stuff. please vote and comment what you think and ill update as soon as humanly possible

xoxo

Abbey