A Song For You SoonHoon/Hozi Fanfiction

Pain starts here

*Jihoon's POV*

Ever since then, about the Hana girl. Hoshi would always have business trips

He was always then...

Busy.

He would call me once or twice a day not like before.

We can only text for about five minutes and he said he'll be doing work.

It has been a week with these incidents happening everyday.

And it broke me piece by piece. It also broke my trust in him too...

Members tried talking to me about it but I was too hurt to say anything because my heart and body is numb ever since that day, it made me soulless... It made me a 'mess'

The members needed to got to school, and I pretended to get sick, so I would be left at the dorm alone. And they did, they fell for it and told me to rest.

I predicted what will happen. And i know what I am now...

A toy...
In the eyes of the person who I loved so much...

[song: you're not the one by Chester See]
I sat up from my bed, I started singing with the music I played while I look at myself at the mirror infront of me, tears starting to stream down my face

"I've never been so sure of anything
When you're next to me, I finally feel complete
I know for sure, you're all I'll ever need
And I'll never stop

I never knew that it would be like this... SoonYoung...

Loving you more with each breath that you take
This promise I never will break for you
Mhhmm

It's my fault... I fell hard without thinking...

But you're not the one
'Cause you don't wanna be
I might have chosen you
But you chose differently

Now it hurts... Hurts me everytime I say and hear your name...

You might make me feel whole
I don't make you complete
I would grow old with you
But you've grown tired of me
You're not the one
'Cause you don't wanna be

Wasn't I enough?...

So I'll let you go as hard as it is for me
I'll never know, what this was supposed to be
If you're ever alone, I hope that you think of me
'Cause I'll never stop

Even if everyone would hate me... I need you... Soonyoung...

Loving you more with each breath that I take
These feelings inside never change for you

Was every effort you did for me...real?...

But you're not the one
'Cause you don't wanna be
I might have chosen you
But you chose differently

Or it could be a... Mask... That kept... Lies...

You might make me feel whole
I don't make you complete
I would grow old with you
But you've grown tired of me
You're not the one
'Cause you don't wanna be