Jace woke up and checked his cell phone to see if there were any new messages. He lifted his head of the pillow and fell down again, feeling his head ache. He had that lately. Ever since she had left him.
He felt the nagging in his head continue, so he got up and walked to the bathroom. He knew there had to be pills in there somewhere. Usually he would ask her where they are, but she wasn't here and he had to accept that. He had to learn how to live with that, because she wasn't coming back. Ever.
He felt the pain increase and fell down on the ground. He broke inside. WHY? He knew that it was his own fault, but it just hurt that much. Couldn't she see that? O right, she couldn't since she wasn't here.
He got up and cursed. He had to get out of this house. Here were to many happy memories.
He walked to the door. Suddenly he stopped and looked at the bracelet on the kitchen table. She had forgotten it. It was her favourite. He knew he had to return it to her, but it felt bad to let go of the last piece that bound them together.
He said down on their chairs, at their table. The silence was killing him. Normally around this time she would be in the kitchen, preparing breakfast. She used to sing and dance while she baked pancakes. She used to... oh how much he dreaded those words, but they kept returning in his head.
All the memories in this place were killing him.
How could he ever have let her go? She was everything he ever hoped for. She completed him in a way no one else had been able to for years. Why had he been so stupid?
He still loved her so much. He didn't have the closure he so desperately needed. How could she just move on, while he was breaking into tiny pieces. She was the only one that he had ever given so much power over his heart and he managed to ruin it for them.
They said that time heals all wounds, but he know it would take more than a life time to get over her. She just was to perfect. Her laugh, her smile, her cheerfulness. The house just felt empty without her.
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