The Girl Next door

Chapter 46

Paris

When Austin put me down I rubbed my eyes and she was gone. Was I dreaming? She looks the same as the day she left me.

Even though I thought it was my mind playing games I still want to go look.

"I'll be back" I say but My dad grabbed me for pictures with Austin. By time everything dialed down it was late and Austin wanted to leave.

Tossing and turning in the bed at three am isn't as Pleasant on Austins part. "Baby are you okay?"

I bit my lip. "Yea" I can't tell him about Danny... It'll ruin everything. He pulled me towards his body and kissed my neck.

"Wanna have a little fun?" He drops his hand in my pants. "I've been wanting to do this..." Rubbing his hand over my girly parts. "All night" he moves my panties over and starts fingering me.

"Uhh...." I moved. "I don't feel good" I lied then walked to the bathroom. I washed my face and looked in the mirror. "Pull your self together " I washed my face again and grabbed the towel next to me.

"You know...."

My heart started racing at the sound of that voice.

"Your just as gorgeous as you were when we broke up"

I looked up in the mirror pissed "broke up? You left me!" I covered my mouth.

"Honey?" Austin said on the other side of the door. 

"I didn't leave..."

I started tearing up

"What the hell do you call it?"

"Paris I-"

Austin opened the door "you okay?"  I looked away from the mirror then back and she was gone.

"Yea..." I walked out heated. The rest of the night I slept normal I guess.

"So what happened a few nights ago?" London said over the phone. I sighed. "Yea Austin called and told me. He doesn't know what's wrong with you"

"Nothing.. Im fine"

"Your lying"

"Am not!"

"So bad. What's the f11?"

"Okay ... It's Danny"

"Daniela? Your ex"

"Yes... I can't get her out my mind. I don't know why. The other night at dinner I thought I saw her.."

"Your paranoid... You didn't. Your afraid.."

"Of what London? Falling in love again?!" I shout over the phone. Austin isn't hear and I'm freaking out.

"With whom if I may ask?" I turn around and see the baby sitter .....

"North.. Why are you here so early?"

"I wanted to take Neveah to the park.." She sat next to me "look Paris? Right? If you hurt Austin in any way I'll-"

"You have this all so wrong... I would never hurt him. I'm not in love with any body else. Most definitely not another guy."

She sat back with this grin. "A guy?.... So a girl?" She smiled so hard. "Do you have a thing for girls?"

"Used to! I was young and dumb.." I bit my lip. "I never told Austin, I didn't want to scare him away"

"He likes that... He thinks it's attractive"

So is he attracted to her?

"Tell me about this old fling"

"Okay.. So I used to date this girl.. I don't want to say her name.. Or what happened. All I know is she left me"

"Why though?"

"Mistakes..."

"Damn. Do you guys talk?"

"Not in five years. She left me.. So I left state and came here with my parents. They put me on my feet and then I met Austin. He's so amazing."

"Why won't you tell him?" 

"I'm scared.."

"If you love him and you know he loves you tell em"

"You think so?" 

She touched my inner thigh.. Which is sexy. "I know so" she stood up. "I'm gonna take Veah to the park."

I stood up and grabbed my keys. I had to tell him. I have to tell him now.... Right after I find Danny.