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baek jayeon pov
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what are the odds i'm still alive, i gave everything i have. maybe i'll get to perform in the finals, lets just hope. i want to leave a mark on everyone and on this stage.

"jayeon!" seungkwan and hansol, always everywhere i go. "you were amazing, i can't even describe it!" hansol says taking my hand.

"thank you." it mean a lot to me that when i create music, it takes others to another world. it also feels great to finally have supportive friends like hansol and seungkwan.

"how about all three of us go out for lunch." hansol comments, "i am really really hungry." seungkwan and i laugh in unison.

"hansol you're always hungry!" seungkwan says.

"i know but i can't help it!" hansol complains. of course we all go out to eat, but at the worst restaurant, hansol has the worst taste.

"hansol why did you choose this place? the food is disgusting." i lower my voice to make sure no one else hears. "yah! this is my favorite place to eat!" he claims.

laughing together, talking together, these are the most beautiful moments in life. not only loving but connecting. these moments are memories. i will not be able to hold these precious memories forever..

"jayeon lets going okay." seungkwan nudges my side.

hansol lays a tip down on the table and looks up, "i'm leaving without you guys, i have to catch a bus to meet my mom somewhere." hansol says. "see you at school." seungkwan and i wave goodbye.

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seungkwan and i live pretty close to each other so we usually end up walking home together sometimes.

"seungkwan, what do you think about life?" i question him.

"life? i think life as living by plan. we were all put on this world to do something, and even if we don't have a plan, we still put an effect on someone." he explains.

"so what you're saying is we are all just here to do something and then die, pretty straightforward." i say.

"to me, life is something precious. i think that each person holds someone or something deep inside of them." i sit myself carefully on a patch of grass near a bridge. "seungkwan, do you have someone inside of you?" i ask him.

for awhile, i just was wanting and dying to give up on the piano, i wish i could've just thrown it away, but then you came along. you came into my life like a bang.

i don't have time to throw anything away. when it's just you and i, the stars seem so bright. sometimes i wish i could put life at a pause. you and i, we make life amazing.

sometimes i can't even keep up with you, you're like time, i wish i could just stop you but you keep on pushing. i don't have much time and theres no stopping that.

"i have you."

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AN: THIS IS FUCJING ME UP.