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Mhm yeah enjoy that picture of Cameron on top. Very nice.

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Alyssas POV

I was just laying and talking to Hunter when I got a text from Blake.

'Bart wants u NOW, he's in the lobby w/ all the other guys. It seems pretty imp.'

'Why?' I texted back, a little scared of the answer he might give me. Hunter looked over to see who texted me and what they said.

'He says he wants to 'talk to u' whatever that means, looks pretty serious tho, he looks rlly mad'

I couldn't get kicked off this tour. I mean I definitely couldn't. I simply could not afford to loose such an opportunity. I have to stay,
For my family; for my parents, for my future baby brother, for my siblings college education, for my own college education! I need this to pay off all the loans and taxes and insurance and bills. I know for a fact my parents can't do it alone, especially with the all children they have. They can't continue living in denial of this situation. They can't raise another child without this money. They just can't. And I can't get kicked off tour.

And that's when I lost it. I'm usually never one to cry but I couldn't help it. I couldn't believe myself. How could I be so stupid? How could I forget such a simple task? Especially if this task could get me kicked off tour!

I spent the next few minutes crying into hunters shoulder as he comforted me and whispered sweet nothings in my ear. He was stroking my hair softly and looked at me with pity and worry. He looked at me as if at any moment I would just snap and just loose it.

After a couple of minutes I realized that I was soaking hunters shirt with my tears and pulled away quickly, apologizing. I stood up, wiped my teats away, and straightened my shirt. "Where're you going?" Hunter asked quickly

"Well I have to face Bart sometime" I shrugged and put my shoes on. I decided it would be best if I left sooner, not just because Bart really needed me, but because I figured it would be really awkward with Hunter if I stayed with him. I never cry infront of anyone. Infact I rarely cry at all. Its weird, but I've always been like this. I've always been a quiet baby and never cried over silly things as a child. When I was younger I always reminded myself that 'crying was for babies' but not it's much more than that. Now I felt crying meant weak. I am not weak. So looking so vulnerable infront of Hunter wasn't my ideal state. I hated crying. So I wanted to leave the situation at hand as soon as possible and never look back at it again.

"Do you want me to come with?" He asked, keeping his voice low as if if he spoke too loud I would break down. I looked down and shook my head. I left the room and made my way down stairs.

I texted Blake about Barts whereabouts and he told me to meet Bart at the lobby. I made my way out of the elevator a saw that Bart was standing there looking around, probably on the search for me, and with him were all the other guys. When he saw me and waved me over and I power walked to get to him while keeping my head down. I sensed all the boys stares at me once I got there and Bart must have felt the tension too because me motioned me out side stating a firm 'come with me'

I followed him out side and once we got there I sighed as I looked up to face his mad expression. He raised his eyebrows at me and looked at me expectedly. "I'm sorry" I blurted out.

"Please feel free to explain yourself?!" He gave me a look of disbelief. I looked back down and shrugged. I glared at the floor, cursing myself.

"I just-" I tried but I couldn't come up with anything. "I'm just so sorry" my voice cracked. I looked up at gave him a sad expression. This wasn't just a 'I'm sorry, let's get over this and move on with out lives and forget about this', this was a sincere apology that I truly meant. One in which when I apologized I promised to myself that this would never ever happen ever again. That this type of mistake will be avoided at all times at all costs.

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