Teenagers On Tour ( Hunter Rowland + Magcon Fanfiction )

0.4 - I like her (400 reads special)

HUNTERS POV

I like Alyssa

I basically obsess over any video she posts. She's funny and charming and sweet and beautiful. The list could go on and on about the things I admire about her.

I put up this act up that I don't care about her, or that I don't really know who she is, but she's one of my favorite Internet personalities and when I heard she was coming on tour with us I was over the moon. It's like hearing your gonna spend 3 months with your favorite YouTuber/Viner/muser. She's hilarious and has a personality of an angel.

I've talked to rice before, you could even say that we're friends, but I've never talked to Alyssa. Rice never even brought her up, and whenever I would try to talk about her he would just quickly change the subject.

And yes of coarse I'm hurt by what she said about me online. And how her fans are sending a large amount hate to me. But I would rather ignore the situation at hand than try to make something out of it. Whether it'd be confronting her or getting back at her, I would rather just let the hate die down. Plus it's usually not that big of a deal. Her fans are mature enough to stop what they're doing after a while, in the end of the day it's all fun and games.

after I met Alyssa in person I realized that she's not everything she keeps up online. She's not hate driven, she's not close-minded, she's not rude. She's a caring, adorable, friendly girl who I can't seem to stop thinking about.

And that's because I like her.

Brandon has walked in on me multiple times rewatching all of the videos she is in. So he's suspicious about this 'crush' i have, or whatever you wanna call it. But he does know for a fact that I am a huge fan. So when the whole Instagram thing happened he knew how upset I was.

I told Blake that I like her.

Actually, The only person I told was Blake. I told him everything. From how I love her videos, to how I think she's drop-dead gorgeous, to even telling him the littlest details I love about her personality that I've picked up on; like the way she's sarcastic most of the time, how her face turns red when she accidentally makes things awkward, or how she never likes to show her teeth when she smiles for pictures. I told Blake everything and he thought I was crazy.
'How could you like her'
'she literally hates us all'
'are you in your right mind?!'

But no matter what he told me, I couldn't bring myself to stop liking her.

I've tried to make a move on her, I really did, but it didn't work out. That first night she arrived, right before we left for dinner, we had a moment. It was amazing. I was staring into her beautiful eyes as she looked into mine. It was right then and there, I was going to ask her to go out with my. only the two of us; on a date. It was at that moment, looking at her so closely with no screen between us, with no barrier between us, I realized how attracted I felt towards her. I've never had a crush this serious before, I've never felt this determined about being with someone before. But I doubt she even noticed that we had a moment, I doubt she even recognizes how strongly I feel about her, And I doubt she feels the same way. I told Blake everything and he just thinks it's a silly phase I'm going through because she's a pretty girl. But it's much more the that.

I like her a lot.

I like how she doesn't take no for an answer. I like how she's strong and how she stands up for herself when she feels the need to. How she isn't a door mat and won't let people walk all over her. When someone is rude towards her she will stand up for herself and put them in their place. And over all that she is still one of the most sweet and thoughtful people ever. She's a loving person, she has a deep heart and an open mind. She is unique, and that's what I like the most about her. She doesn't follow crowds, she doesn't go along with something if she doesn't feel comfortable doing so. And her independence still doesn't outshine her kind heart and need to be good-natured to everyone.

And this makes me like her that much more

I tried everything with her. I tried being confident because I heard girls think 'confident is sexy' but she was obviously not impressed. I tried the friendly approach of things and that's clearly not going well

I'm obviously not in love with her, even I recognize that. But I know that I like her, a whole lot.
The problem was,

Does she like me?

Sometimes she just avoided me in general. It hurts when she just blows me off or seems uninterested, but I can't stop crushing on her.

But Alyssa acted mostly friendly towards me. We would joke together, and act casual around each other. I think one of the things were both thankful for in this situation is that we're not awkward around each other, at least not at much as you'd think we would be. We're compatible with each other. We balance each other out. We're great together. It was so easy to talk to each other when we first met, it felt like we've been friends for years prior.

But then comes my liking towards her, and that friendship that we've somewhat built is just doomed.

And other times it felt like more, It felt like more than just a friendship. like when she deliberately held my hand, or how she would blush when I would complement her, or how she wouldn't get uncomfortable when I got too close to her when I sat next to her or touched her. But I can never be too sure. But what I'm sure of is how I feel about her and how I wanted to call her mine.

Because I like her, I like her so damn much.

But if I wanted her to be mine I had to act fast, because her and that Cyrus dude are getting too close for my liking. I wanna be the one to hold her, to hug her, to kiss her. I wanted to be with her.

And No, she wasn't what I've been looking for as a girlfriend, far from it, infact. but somehow; her bubbly, awkward self made her way into my heart, and she is what I want now.

And from the moment I met her, I didn't see her as that 'lifeless hater' or as that 'jealous bitch who needs to get a life', I saw her as the most beautiful girl I've ever laid eyes on.

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A/n: this is so short and it's making me uncomfortable. Anyways I'm currently in a car, in the middle of a 4 hour road trip back to my hometown. I wrote half of this on my way here and the other half on my way back so the writing might be different half way through because... They were written in different days ?? 😂(idk I'm weird, feel free to judge) it's probably not even that noticeable, I'm just really critical when it comes to my own writing. Anyways by the time you read this I'm probably already home and writing the next chapter.

But enough about me. I wanted to talk about you! Yes you, the one reading the authors notes in the end, you special bean. Thank you all so so so so much for 400 reads, we've obviously passed that and are closer to 450 than 400 reads but thanks for that too😂

I also wanted to thank kyra ( hxntxerbxe ) because she's featuring my name in her new fic❤️ Lol I may or may not be dedicating a character to you too who knows? *wink* *wink* *nudge* *nudge*

Anyways that's all! Vote, share, comment, read? Idek what to say I'm still new to this whole fanfic writing thing lmao. But mostly comment because that's what I really care about mostly, tell me your thoughts about opinions.

And btw idk if you like this idea. I thought like every time I reach a goal of mine I can do something different than just the usual *alyssas pov* so yeah. Like my 400 goal was to write a short chapter about hunters feelings so there's that.

(Btw I have a question for the fanfic writers reading this- is it weird that I've already planned the epilogue? Idk I just started and am not even in anyway close to the middle but I have the epilogue plotted😂 please make me feel less weird and tell me the truth, do you do it too?)