Never Good Enough

What A day....

Tahliahs P.O.V

"Hi?" I say more so as a question.

"What happen, ur not happy to see me?" Warren asks

"Nah, but I mean.... why are you talking to me?" I ask hearing my heartbeat in my ear.

"Idk, I just saw you and i'm wondering why don't we talk anymore" he says staring right into my eyes.

"I don't know we just stopped talking." I say

"Well, I wanna start talking again. Whats ur number?"

"Are you serious?"

"Yes."

"Well why do u want to start talking now. Why has it been soo long that we pass each other almost everyday and now you just want to start talking out of the blue?" I ask confused.

"Yes, now whats ur number?" he asks straight faced.

"416-537-"

"4248?" he asks

"Yea."

"Oh, I still have it"

"Cool" I stay prolonging the "L"

"Alright well I'll message you later" he says

"okay cool" I say smiling nervously

Did that really just happen? I didn't even dress up today. I don't look anymore dressy then I do on a normal day. But I mean if he wants to talk to me that's cool.

Making my way to my next class I see a whole bunch of ppl looking at me weirdly. But why? Maybe because they saw Warren talking to me? Did something happen and I don't know? I just shake my head and keep walking.

As my last class finishes I make my way home. I decided to walk today even though I had the car as an option. It was a nice day so I plugged in my earphones and walked. Listening to all of me, I begin to think about the old me. Happy, Loud, Always smiling. And look at me now.. dark, sad and always angry.

I was thinking about going to counselling but I mean what was really the point, could they even fix me? I barely even told my mom about what happened to me much less some complete stranger.

Taking in the scenery I put my head down and keep singing.

Warren's P.O.V

I actually talked to Tahliah today. I don't know why but something told me she just needs someone to talk to. And honestly, I miss her. I missed how she used to be. I miss us always hanging out and laughing. going out for lunch and always causing trouble. I don't know what happened to us, but she suddenly just went away. Distance was soo large between us and it felt like I couldn't reach her no matter what I tried, she just pushed me away.

"Aye, Warren!" I turn around to see Javier.

"Yea, wassup?"

"I'm coming over to ur place" he says rushing to his locker.

"Iight, meet me at the car in five" I say when I see Chante walk up to me.

"Heyyyyy Warren" she says popping her gum.

"Hi Chante" I say rolling my eyes.

"Mannn, why u always treating me like I aint shit? Boi I sucked your dick well yesterday"

"Yea, and that's all it was. I only hit you up because your an easy hook up" I say shrugging my shoulders.

"Boi you just playing" she says laughing it off "Anyways, why were you talking to that emo, psycho today?"