When I Look At You

I'm Not Giving Up

Chapter 5
(1 week later)
Rachels pov:
I was at home cooking when suddenly my door bell rang. I put down my spoon and went to open the door only to see Finn standing there with an envelope in his hand.

"Finn what are you doing here?" I asked him .

"I came here to apologize and ask for a second chance." He told me.

"Finn I told you, I don't want you here. Now you need to go." I said.

I was about to shut the door when he stopped me.

"Just hear me out." He begged me.

I looked into his brown eyes and I couldn't resist something about him always brought me back even when I know its wrong.

"You have five minutes go." I said moving away from the door.

He sighed and said,

"Okay, so after everything happened and I left , I left Lima and I traveled all over. I stayed in California, went to Philly, Chicago, I even went to Canada. Eventually though I came home and I felt empty so I started teaching the glee club till Mr.Shue came back and I decided that I should become teacher so I applied to NYU and I got in . Then I met Jill my girlfriend. Look I know I hurt you Rachel when I left and then we got into that huge fight in Lima and I am so sorry. But Rachel, I made a mistake, I shouldn't have left things the way I did , I shouldn't have left Anna and I shouldn't have left you, but I did and I will never forgive myself as long as I live , but I am asking you to just give me a chance to get to know our daughter. To let me see her , I haven't seen her in so long and I know I suck but please I am asking you to give me a chance to know her . " He begged me.

I looked down,

"Finn, I it's not just me anymore I need to worry about, I don't want her to get to attach and then for you leave again." I said.

"I know and thats why I brought you this , to make up for all the lost time I missed. I wanna help you Rachel, you and Anna and if that means paying child support for 18 years then thats what I'll do to show you I care. I know you can't just forgive and forget but I am asking for another chance a chance to make things right." He said giving me the envelope .

I looked down and said,

"I have to think about it but this doesn't mean anything and I don't want you seeing Anna not just yet." I told her.

"I expected that and I'm okay with it. I just want you to know I'm not going to give up on this." He told me.

I smiled slightly,

"I know. You're Finn Hudson , you never give up on anyone." I said.

"I guess I should go." He said.

"Yeah you should." I said.

"Bye Rach." He said.

"Bye Finn." I said and shut the door.