My alpha.

reject or keep?

"Hi Kate "said Derek sweetly." Hi I was wondering em.... Do you love me?"I asked shyly. He was in front of me in a second and he whispered" I love you more then anyone has ever loved someone. I would risk my life for you. Your the reason my heart beats" I stepped back. "em..."I mumbled. He kissed me lightly and pulled me closer to him. I moved away. He looked sad then said" I love you why do you need to know cant you tell." I stared at him then said "Em....see...I was kind of thinking of reg" Tears slipped down his face,

That is when I realised I cared about him but was it another to make me want to stay with him forever. Sure he was gorgeous and sweet but sometimes he could be a jerk and way to confident. "please don't. I need you "He left the room.

How could I reject him now? I slowly walked up the steps and stopped outside Derek's room I could hear soft sobbing. God what had I done. I knocked. No reply. Carefully, I opened the door and crept inside. Derek lay there crying. I  crept closer. "Derek ....."I whispered. "Get out "he said anger creeping into his voice. It felt like someone had kicked me in the stomach. That's when I released I needed him like he needed me and what I had just felt he had felt it at least hundred times when I pushed him away. "I am so sorry "I sobbed quietly as I silently closed the door.

I ran to my room and flung myself face down on my bed sobbing. He should have a mate much better then me one that won't break his heart. I cried myself to sleep. Will he ever forgive me. .......Can I ever forgive myself after what I just did to him?.....