My alpha.

I love you

As soon as I was better me and Derek were never apart I remember what he said "you keep my heart beating" Well now he keeps mine beating. His kisses make my heart flutter and I want to be his forever.

We were walking through the park tomorrow was my birthday. I am eighteen so much has happened in six months and most I will never forget that's when he asked me he stopped and said "I will never leave you marry me." My heart skipped a beat and I through myself into my arms and said "yes!!!!"

How had he kept this secret from me? he had planned everything and we were getting married tomorrow! God I can barely breath.

Then I released something worse I would have to wear a dress. I do not suite dresses I am so tall and dresses make me look like a giant.

But some how I didn't care it was the best day of my life.

But nothing can be perfect for long. Derek had killed his brother and no matter what he felt guilty. He started drifting away into desperation and even I couldn't break through his shell. Cuts appeared on his arm but still he said nothing.

Then exactly a year later when I was nineteen I walked into his room and he was just laying there soaked in his own blood. I ran over he had no pulse and he was freezing. I screamed and fell to the ground. No.

Please no. I knew he had died of blood loss but without him I couldn't live. The pain wold be to much slowly I stood up went to his draw and pulled out his knife.

it had dried blood on the end but I didn't care I lay next to him and slowly pushed the knife through my heart .I felt my life drift away.....