The Hospital Life- Ereri

Chapter 2

Erens p.o.v

Levi died saving me. If anyway...it should of been the other way around! God...all I did was try and save him from the shit life he was living and make it better...but no...he had to wake up at the wrong time and be told I was slipping away...

It's all my fault he's gone...my fault..the guilt lies within me.. If only he didn't wake up...he'd still be alive.. It should be me lying in the fucking morgue in the cold! I should be getting buried sixth feet under! I was ready just in case!

It's been five days since it happened and I'm still sick in the hospital being tested and shit. I always quietly sob my heart out into my pillow every single night.

I watched as people walked past out my window. How they must not have a care in the world.

Then my door opened and I turned my head to see Hanji. "Afternoon." She said and closed the door with a small smile. She took a file with her.

"Hey..." I sat myself up to face her.

"How you doing today? Any pain?" She asked as she fiddled with her pen.

"Just in my heart.." I weakly smiled.

"Awww Eren..." She sighed and patted my shoulder. "Em there's something i need to tell you..."

"What's that then.." I sighed and plunked my head back on my pillow.

"Well we've been observing your condition for a couple days now and it's not looking to good...The organ Levi gave you was his good one, but it wasn't good enough...it was still weak and now your body is connected to it..."

My eyes widened. "So what're you saying? I'm gonna die?"

"You need a transplant. We've already put you on the list but it's pretty long..and the longer we wait your body will slowly shut down...just like Levi's did..." She pushed up her glasses.

"Oh...I-it's okay...I deserve it..for not keeping him alive.."

"No Eren..nobody deserves this..you did everything you could to save him.." She gasped. "I will do whatever it takes to keep you well. I promise, just like I did Levi...but this time..this will go right.."

"Okay..." I began to cry my eyes out.

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My parents visited me, brought me my things to make me comfortable. Hanji said leaving the hospital is risky. They brought my duvet, laptop, chances of clothes and some of my DVDs. I'm in a two person room somehow. The bed is empty and I hope it stays that way.

I can't go to Levi's funeral. It's 'to risky' it's tomorrow. Hanji said she'd Skype me though just to let me watch. I've given her my Pikachu plushy to place on the coffin. I wish I could go to my own husbands funeral...

All this medication and shit is making me feel so tired, but I can't sleep at night. I try go for naps during the day but it's always noisy.
I closed my eyes and tried. I turned on my side facing the window and tried to drift off..

But I was interrupted by my doors opening by doctors. I turned round to see them wheeling in a bed with a patient. "What's this? I told doctor Hanji I didn't want a roommate!" I gasped.

"There's no more room and Hanji isn't here." A male doctor said and walked out the room once the bed was in.

"Tch you asshole doctors, you could of been more gentle!" The man in the bed snickered. I couldn't see his face from the curtain, but I could see that he had blonde hair.

"Yo brat, I'm your roommate for two weeks." He spoke in a tone. "Just don't get on my nerves or I'll smother you with a pillow.."

"That's not necessary, I'd rather you didn't talk to me." I crossed my arms.

Then I felt a gush of wind by him pulling back the curtain. I didn't look at him. "You've got some beautiful eyes brat." He smirked.

I turned to face him sharply. "I said don't talk-" I froze the moment I saw his face. My body began to shiver and tremble.

"Oi. What's up with you?" He asked.

My eyes would not leave his face. The face that I'd only dream to see again..

"Levi...?" I whispered as my eyes began to water.

"What was that? Are you about to cry? Am I that beautiful that your heart hurts?" He laughed again as he ran his fingers through his blonde hair. "What's your name brat?"

"Eh-eh....Eren...Jaeger.."

"A girls name? Pfft. My names Rivaille. Rivaille Ackerman."

And then my mind went blank.
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Hey guys...

I've updated quicker then usually. But I've decided that I'll update this story on the 15th of every month. So watch out.

Oooooh what's gonna happen next~~~

Also I'll be going back to the other book and sorting out all my grammar so if it says it's updated, don't get to happy...it's just my grammar 😅

Anyway

I'll see you on the fifteenth.

Ereri-love out! ✌🏻️