Selena's POV
I don't know what happened and I'm not going to figure it out because I know when I need it the most it will come, bucky looked really surprised but for some reason I know that I should have been just as surprised but I wasn't for some reason.
When we got to the avengers tower into the training room we went and everyone one was there, conveniently, I looked at all of them and they looked at me surprised that I looked the way I did because the last time any of them saw me I was either bruised and anorexic or bleeding out onto the floor.
Wanda stood up and smirked and I smiled at her Natasha was smiling also and for the rest of the boys, they were just shocked some of there mouths open a bit
Clint didn't waist anytime and neither did Steve they ran up and hugged me and I hugged back, and then banner came
"you look better"he said playing with his glasses in his hands
I just smiled and gave him a kiss in the cheek and hugged him, he reminded me of an old friend that's long gone now.....
"thank you bruce"i whispered into his ear and Steve couldn't stop looking amazed at my appearance,
"Close you mouth Roger's you might catch a fly"nataha said walking up to me with her arms crossed
"since when did you have good taste in fashion " she said smirking
"Its nice to see you too Natasha" I said smiling at her as well and Wanda well, I just looked her in the eye and heard her voice again in my head, she said
"don't worry your little head about a thing, we're all here for you"
Something my mother always said to me when I was stressed or hurt or sad, she knew that would calm the inner demons in me.
I just nodded and looked at Tony and Thor,
"no hugs or welcome homes from you guys " I said tilting my head at them
"I don't do hugs" Tony said smiling at me
"shut up"i said laughing and pulling him into a hug he obviously hugged me back
"okay fine only this one time"he said patting my back and I smiled and pulled away now facing Thor
"hey big guy, how's jane"i asked
"she's doing just fine thank you for asking and how is James if I may ask " Thor says pointing over to bucky
I turn to look at bucky and I look back at Thor "He's a little confused and lost but I know how to find him" I said smiling
"I'm sure you do"thor said smiling and pulling me in for a hug
When we pull away I look around me and the people I love and who love me too and I can't stand the thought of ever loosing them, my smile fades and I meet bucky eyes, he has a worried look to them, but still joyful to see me like this
"What is it, are you okay?"Clint asks me
I nod and try to speak but no words come out, I take a deep breath and look at everyone again with their worried faces
"I need to leave "say bluntly
"What?! No!" I hear Steve say from behind me
"I need to" I turn around and look him in the eyes
Everyone looks taken back as they did when I entered the room but not with excitement but with fear
"I have put all of you guys through enough and I promised myself I wouldn't ever hurt the ones I love anymore, so I won't " say looking at Natasha then bucky then Wanda
I didn't tell bucky about this so I know what he's thinking already
"I need you guys to stay here, please, let me fight this on my own" I say looking at everyone still
But that's the thing Selena you have us you don't need to fight this alone " hear Steve say
" if fighting alone means that everyone in this room is safe then so be it"i say walking towards the door but is stopped by bucky
"please let me pass through bucky"i say tearful now
"no I'm not going to let you leave me again " he says throw gritten teeth and tearful eyes as well
" I won't bucky, I'll be back and you guys will be safe, okay I promise " say kissing him one more time before I leave he looks me in the eyes and I look him in the eyes as well, those sparkling sky blue eyes I will miss, I look at everyone one more time, I nod to all of them and with that I am gone...........
