[chapter 22]

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Selena's POV

*I wake up to the sound of a banging at the window... I carefully and slowly take off bucky arm that was wrapped around me and get out of the bed, I slowly approach the window when all of a sudden this gust of wind escapes from it making the window fly open

I step back, a shiver goes down my spine, I keep looking at it till I see a shadowy figure appear

Lincoln....

"you tried killing me...after I told you I loved you, I asked for your help Selena! And you kill me!"Lincoln says angrily

"Lincoln...we both know that you couldnt handle yourself, you would have done the same for me.... I was only trying to protect you from getting yourself in trouble or hurt"i say standing proud because he knew I never meant any harm to him

"BULLSHIT!"Lincoln yells as black spikes escape his palm

"Lincoln think before you do this!"I say yelling and putting my hand up

"oh... Like you thought before you almost killed me?!"he said now teary eyed

He shot out his palms....but not towards me...towards bucky

I yelled when the spiked hit him in the chest

"BUCKY!"*

I shot up sweating and bucky right beside me with his hands on my shoulders......

I look around and it's bright outside, the window was closed and bucky was perfectly fine

"hey are you okay"he asked me moving a piece of my hair out of my face

I just look into his baby blue eyes,
"yes everything's fine, I just had a nightmare....that's all " say smiling and nodding to reassure him

He just nodded to,
"well me and Steve are going out, we'll be back in a few hours" he said still sitting next to me

"okay, hope you guys have fun today " said smiling and kissing his cheek, then getting up and walking towards the bathroom door to shower

"when are you guys leaving" I asked bucky

"ugh... I don't know whenever your done showering " he said with a worried look on his face

"why when I'm done showering?"I asked curiously

"ugh no reason just gonna wait for you thats all" he said shrugging

I signed and walked back over to bucky sitting on his lap, "bucky I'll be fine, okay go have fun okay I'll be with Natasha in like 20 minutes" I say cuffling his cheeks in my hands

"are you sure....i just don't want anything to happen or go wron-"he was saying before I interrupted him

"bucky! I'm fine I'll be fine okay I live you now go have some fun " said smiling at him and wrapping my arms around his neck

I felt his chest vibrate when he chucked" alright alright " he said pulling away and smiling

We said our goodbyes and I showered

When I got out of the shower I put my hair in a bun and walked into the kitchen, got some cereal, sat at the couch and watched TV.

After a few minutes I thought maybe I should get out but then I second guessed it but then I decided it doesn't matter

I got some legging on with a jacked over my tank top, I put on some running shoes even tho I wasn't going to go running I thought they would be more comfortable

I grabbed my phone and walked out the tower and walked to a park, I saw a bench so I went and sat at it, I walked the dogs fetching the tennis balls or the frisbee's

A tennis ball went flying towards me, I close my eyes and duck my head
I didn't hear the ball fall or hit anything so I open my eyes ad look up the ball is stopped in mid air, I look around me and everyone is starring at me even the damn dogs are looking at me confused.

The ball drops and I stand up slowly to which people gasp at

"it's okay I'm not going to hurt any of you...."I say putting my hand out

They all flinched, damit! I thought

I move a little closer towards the dog that's nearest to me and place the ball down in front of it then pet it, the owner pulled on the leash and the dog walked away from me

"FREAK!"a man yelled towards me

"no no I'm not a fre-"

"hey crazy bitch! Go back from the ditch that you came from!"another man yelled

"freak!"everyone yelled from all corners

I start hyperventilating and can't focus on anything or anyone, my head starts to hurt and my knees go weak

I start falling but feel arms wrap around me before I can make any contact with the grass under my feet

I can't look up because I feel to weak, but I can feel the coldness of metal and know that it's bucky

"go back to what you were doing folks we got her"i hear Steve say

And yells of Captain America in excitement come from all around and i feel like crying.... But I don't I can't

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*they get home and Selena falling asleep instantly*

When I wake up I keep my eyes closed just for a few more minutes but I don't go back to sleep, all I can think of is the way I was treated compared to Steve.... I mean ya there's a big difference I mean he helped win WW2 and he's America's sweetheart and he helps save alot of people, and then there's me, no one really knows me, Im so irrelevant it's...sad I'm a freak no one's like me except Wanda and even she's not like me.....

The more I think the more I feel like shit so I try to push all those memories behind me and think of bucky and Steve coming to my rescue

How did they know where I was? How did they even know what was happening to me? All these questions went flying thorough my head

"hey is she okay"i heard Steve say

"ya she's okay.... I guess"bucky responds

"how did you know buck..."Steve questions bucky

"I don't know..... I just had a feeling that something was wrong and that I needed to go to that specific Park " bucky says squeezing my hand that was in his flesh hand tighter

"good instincts that's all I gotta say" save said chuckling quietly

"I guess you can say that"bucky said and I knew he was looking at me..i could feel it.

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